i control my own destiny and fate

2010-06-16T11:45:00.001+08:00

today is WEDNESDAY~

when we had time to spent tgt,

but we always don make full use of it..

when we had no time with each other,

and we always try to squeese out some time..

why why why???

its so ironic...

intended to renew my passport, again we nv went to complete..

morning accompanied my mum, so ... ... ...

played "THE SIM"

fulfilling their needs and trying to make more frens for the promotions..

each had a turn after alternate 3 days..

only for one round..

aft tat mr.choo let me play so many 3-days... hehe...

had learnt "TA-MA-GU-CHI-YA" LOLS!

my butt so hurtful aft sitting for so long playing "THE SIM"

had dinner tgt and also watch my precious baby..

aft tat continue playing until 11pm..

thinking should i skip sch tml??? hehe..

really quite addicted on playing SIM just to fulfil their needs and get the promotion...

talking abt fulfilling tat will link to promise...

my mr. choo always promise me so many things, but nv fulfilling it..

say want bring me to eat sf, in the end leh?

okkay, shall wait until one month aft i recover then can eat relaxing..

but the hse key leh???

in the end he gave me a bunch of his key aft i kp abit.. hehe..

though not living in his hse, but i also feel happy when i got more keys.. HAHAHA

bicycle key no need return to u hoh, mr.choo???

and there's more haven fulfill yet..

i cant tink of any now... hehe...

2010-06-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

today no see mr.choo...

stayed in school for FYP...

currently, our codes is almost done..

left the decoration which is the HTML,

and some extra things that our ms iris would like to implement..

to show our support, we try our best to help her.. hehe...

i would only say our team always support one another no matter wad! LOLS!

even though there's some arguement sometimes..

but we always resolved peacefully and harmony.. lols..

RJ qns is so hard...

took quite long for me to complete...

again, little interaction with mr.choo...

wad i meant is perhaps could sms or call..

but then wait for miracle bahx... hehe...

2010-06-14T11:55:00.003+08:00

school starts again..

~~~SIANZATION~~~

but when there's a start, there's always an end..

if not how am i going to end this semester and start another semester???

and also my last day of school in RP???

simply cant wait for the day to come come come!

nx holiday on AUGUST

ard 2 more mths to go???

3weeks holiday, 1 week UT, and HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY

WHOO HOO~

Jeannie, my classmate, told me she's gg to HK for the nx vacation..

she said the hotel and the ticket is cheap..

and also the clothes there now suits our season in spore..

selling cheap also..

kanasai, made me so tempted to go..

but haisss~~~

one BIG FAT HOPE lorh...

after sch went to mr.choo's hse to play "THE SIM"..

quite addicted to it..

trying to earn more money to build on the second floor storey..

got the cheat code..

but not fun already if we use short cut, rite mr.choo??? hehe...

2010-06-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

mr.choo came during my break time..

bought some snacks...

had a sudden craving of prawn crackers...

but aft heard wad auntie had said, spoilt my mood of eating already...

at home got mum controlled my diet, now auntie..

aiyooo, so terrible, horrible + vegetable for me to control..

how can i simply resist all these nice food when its placed infront of me?!?!?

haiiiiiiiiiiii...

~~~~~TOLERATEEEeee~~~~~

aft work, mr.choo stayed at home..

he got muscle cramp aft less than 30mins jog..

lols..

he parked his bicycle at compass..

i cycled it home..

feeling was quite shiok, nervous and nice..

hahaha..

cause nv tried riding home before..

and the lock was so hard to locked it..

having bicycle also not bad..

at least i can ride to work and also ride to the bus stop whr i always take 161 to sch..

the distance was abt 10-15 walk..

im always lazy to walk, esp aft sch..

the sun was fucking hot..

and also whenever i need to go to mr.choo's hse and on the way back home from his hse..

taking it into consideration..

but i think i would rather buy a nice spec first.. lols..

2010-06-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

went to work for whole shift...

no ppl, all stay at home and watch WORLD CUP..

time passed pretty slow..

but im glad i worked until 9pm, then no need to wait until 10..

but actually still the same.. hahas..

bought 2 t-shirt at OP, having GSS now..

thinking should buy another 2 pieces more?!?? =xDD

zora visit us again..

had a small little chat on updates, nv failed to take some pics..

uploaded to FB and comment comment comment..

OUR FAV! LOLS...

mr.choo went for jogging with leslie early in the morning..

at night BBQ, played sabotuer until 4 am..

nv get to see him, little + little interaction... =(

tsk tsk tsk..

2010-06-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

ytd date cancelled due to repairing the toilet bowl..

had breakfast tgt...

my fav DIMSUM~

but not nice compared to crystal jade or xing fu yin cha.. =(

went to 313 summerset to look at my FOREVER 21..

walk walk awhile then go home..

introduce 'THE SIM' to my mr.choo

played until evening went to work..

tat's the most sian part..

again, still nv bought wad i intended to buy in the first place.. =(

there's always another time...

2010-06-10T00:07:00.002+08:00

today so happy..

because ... ...

his appearance makes my day smile like tis: =)))

very wide...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

bought my favourite bubble milk tea

bought my long waited hi-chew- ah chew~ HAHAHA

so tired... FYP + work..

tml's dating maybe cancelled =(((

perhaps i go myself.. hehe...

so fast this week is gonna past..

sch gonna start soon... eee...

and baby's holiday is over soon...

one more week to go...

lets don waste time anymore..

do wad we long long wish to do NOW NOW NOW

2010-06-08T23:55:00.002+08:00

A simple and contented day..

did simple things for today...

watch show, play SIMS, slp, eat, fyp alittle...

boring and sian yet so happy..

because im with you and you're with me..

HAHAHA

thursday dating~

let's shop for our another COUPLE TEE.. =DDD

2010-06-07T22:26:00.001+08:00

he caught my msg..

i am happy to receive this msg:

"reached home already?"

hahahasss...

2010-06-07T00:47:00.003+08:00

no common interest..

no communication...

he got his own lifestyle..

i got my own lifestyle...

both is different lifestyle...

HOW?!?!?!!

compromise OR accommodate?

2 more weeks to go..

my holidays...

his holidays...

lets ENJOY to the FULLEST~

you happy, i happy..

is ENOUGH already...

nothing is as impt like now...

2010-06-04T01:03:00.002+08:00

just wad is wrong?

why do you always so cold cold one?

how do i open up ur heart?

why you always make me doubt?

why you always make me feel that the sense of security is gone?

why do things happen, you dun wan to face it?

until the nx day you then ask am i okkay?

don u feel that its too late?

wad i need is a little bit of concern, comfort and coax.

perhaps a bit of sweet talking..

all the things i done for you is wad i want it to happen to me..

i know you wouldn do all this

and im just waiting for miracle to happen.

i know it wont happen but i just dun wan to give up

i appreciate wad u have done for me..

esp tat sat and sun..

when im sick, and ur by my side..

but wad happens aft that..

everytime im on msn, i hoped tat i will see you online..

but everytime you failed to disappoint me..

okkay, so wad u have onlined?

wad have you got to say to me?!?!??

NOTHING, NOTHING AT ALL..

then wad's the point?

when im talking to you,

sharing my thoughts,

my work, my school thing,

my frens, my troubles

i dunno whether you are listening..

got rbm it into ur head anot..

but i know when i always tell you my things,

you nv tell me a single things of yours..

when i feel very vexed, your comments were so on the surface..

not a bit of concern and comfort shown...

or perhaps different ppl have different fate...

its just that i appears to be so unimportant in your heart..

i don deserve anything

because you feel that im independent..

correct me if i am wrong..

prove to me how imporatant i am in your heart..

if i don deserve any single thing, then don waste any more time...

2010-05-29T19:00:00.003+08:00

aiyoyo...

the more i dun want it to happen, the more it would happen..

went to see the doctor and had confirmed i had chicken pox right nowwwwww...

went to see 2 doctors

one say is im allegy, the other say im having chicken pox..

mum say im too heaty...

dad say i chicken pox...

colleagues also say i chicken pox..

lastly i say, izzit i contracted HIV???

hahahas...

wad happens if i really left 3 months to live?!???

it just came at a wrong timing...

i realise i had alot of things waiting for me to do

but now i cant do anything at all..

just had to wait for my recovery...

the feeling is terrible now or rather sux..

when itchy and i cant scratch..

feel so hungry but don have the mood to chew the food..

the uclers on my mouth is so pain to the max..

i got to stop working..

my face got so many big red spots..

i felt im like a clown when i faced my customers ytd.

i had to tolerate those ppl looking at me strangely, pointing at me, saying my those spots..

usually these ppl are ignorant, esp ___________ ..

they are just afraid that i would spread to them..

wadever~

if you are destined to die, is there any way that you can escape?

god wants to take your life, nothing can ever STOPS it..

today specially planned for our second honeymoon already...

but had to unwillingly and reluctantly cancelled it away..

i know baby is very disappointed but then .............

im so sorry X1000...

i know you very understanding one de rite??? HAHAHA...

but don worry, i will make it up to you.. =DDD

provides my fast recovery and before your new job starts..

people say when you are in difficulties,

you will know who is genuinely good to you and who is not...

yes, i truly know now...

baby a bit angry with me but still come and visit me...

he's care and concern, his love makes me feel that my sickness is all worth it...

he also bought me my favourite FOURLEAVE bread...

hahahahha...

mum also cook porridge for me..

brew herbal tea for me to dispel all the heatness in my body...

touched is touched.

but hopefully i can faster recover by next week..

i really wanted to do a lot of things, esp my FYP!

but first thing first, i want to go pray after my recovery..

things wasn't goes as smooth in my family recently...

2010-04-11T20:02:00.005+08:00

Mr And Mrs Choo =D

strolling in the beach, playing with sand...

HELLO EVERYBODY~
so long no update, cause nothing new in my life... =(((
LOLS! no lah, i just came back from my HONEYMOON HOLIDAYS WITH MY MR.CHOO
came back home for abt one hour ago and i so miss my sweetheart rite now...
so so so miss~
too sweet, too memorable for me... HAHAHA...
wad's more the place though can be uncreative and so original,
but its the most romantic place for every couple... hehehe...

- _ *S E N T O S A* _ -

AND,
tis coming month would be our seventh MONTHSARY~ WHOOO !

so fast, and few more months will be OUR FIRST ANNIVERSARY..

already thought of how to celebrate tis meaningful and impt DAY...

after so much chionging for work since CNY, took one week off...
definitely shiok tO tHE MAXXX~

gotta enjoy it to the FULLEST
though work is tough, but i still prefer to work...

cause i dun face STRESS but feel ANGRY...

OLD COW, SMELLY COW, STUPID COW

school's gonna start soonnnnnnnnn
tis coming thursday...
ROARRRRRRRR~
SIANZATIONNNNN

Hopefully OFF DAY EITHER ON WED OR FRI

everybody saw their class already, but i haven yet! =(((

glad that jiahao come and claim me... LOLS!

same class with him for 4days...

ohh, old news-

SEM 2 grades out long ago already...

not bad... 2 _ and 2 _

HEHEHE...

2010-02-19T17:02:00.004+08:00

WHOOO~ WISH EVERYBODY A HAPPY NEW YEARRRrrrr...
time do really flies so so so fasttttttttttt until now its 2010..
two more years and its the end of the world.. LOLS! =X

anw, holidays have finally started..
and i've been working almost everydayyyyyy..
super duper extremely tired!
ESPECIALLY MY LEGS~!!!
stand for 8 hours everyday..
tsktsktsk... POOR SUYUN! =(
see everyone is enjoying their CNY while i gotta work..
everyday doing the same thing over again and again
until it makes me forgotten which day is mon, tue, wed, thurs, fri, sat, sun..
i only know which day is my OFF day.. LOLS!
but then again, i feel everything is worth it...
because tats my own decision..
hmmm, tats wad i've been doing recently..

just bought a yogurt drinks..
tis is my first time drinking yogurt..
im not a fan of yogurt..
but because of im suffering from constipation ytd,
makes me feel so so so uncomfortable...
no choice, the fastest way to shit all out is to drink yogurt recommended by sook har
if not eat papaya or prune juice..
YUCKSSS!
lols..

TADA~

new flavour of NESTLE BLISS YOGURT DRINK

0% FAT wor!

most imptly can help me digest all out can already.. LOLSSS!

clear all my immune system..

credits goes to :

http://www.autho-rity.info/

tonight im going out for a date!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEE~
its like FINALLYYYYYYyyyy
ALRITE, BYEEEeee!
MUACKSSS! =D

2010-02-14T11:15:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

AND

VALENTINE DAYYY...

its just another day passed..

nothing special...

2010-02-12T00:20:00.001+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEE~

FINALLY HOLIDAYS HAVE ARRIVEDDDDD..

WHOOOO HOOOOO~

last saturday was the first UT paper -HTML..
and today was my LAST PAPER -OS...

all papers were quite difficult..

shuffled classroom to prevent us from cheating..

RP's STYLE.. =.=

anw, when i was having my first UT, i find so many unfamiliar faces..

then i started to miss all my classmates... LOLS!

find that this sem class were quite fun and enjoyable..
especially iris(always BGR), yinwai(coldest joke in the world),

cuiting(CLUBBER GIRL), yufei(bicker partner)

yiling (always talk crap) and many many many moreee..

AAAAWWWWWWWWWWwwwwww~

i so so so miss YOU ALL.. =(

come to tink of it,

one more year to go and im really really really FREEEEEE

so now, holidays has come..

dunno should look forward to it anot leh...

cause i gotta chiong working until april..

thinking of working full-time,

makes me feel so sian and tiring...

but one good thing is,

it solved my financial prob..

HAHAHA...

and, i already planned wad im gonna do with it..

FIRST, i shall reward myself for a treat of kushinya? or sushi teh?

HEHEHE..

shall awaits on APRILLL...

2 more days and its VALENTINEEE...

YAYYYYYY

my very first time spending with my beloved sweetheart..

you must be asking wad he has got for me..

hmmm, i guess its the cup???

i've tried hinting him to buy the ferror rochor bouquet..

but mission FAILED! lols!

see so many girls carrying a bouquet of flowers just makes me feel so jealous to the max..= (((

but nvm lah, ppl no heart wad i can do leh?? lols..

you see... so sweet and nice and so blessed woman in the world if can receive this bouquet of rochor hoh?!?!??? ***ENVY ENVY ENVY***

every woman just loves to receive flowers..

because woman represents flowers..

HAHAHAHAHA...

2010-02-11T23:07:00.002+08:00

be the mr/miss kiasu,

be sure you're the FIRST ONE TO DIE, I SWEAR!

i dunno wad has got into me today,

but im just feeling so fucked-up!

having a small little flu doesn't kills,

but the feeling is so so so SUX TO THE MAX!

you got to keep on suck in and suck in and suck in

making sure it doesn't drip out..

worst still, you got to sweep and mop the floor along with your running nose...

nobody is helping you out..

**** looks like a block head..

most exasperated was tat those fucked-up ppl made the comments:

"" eeyer, you sick ah?!?! *covered their mouth*

you sick don come near me, don spread to me"

FUCKED YOU!

okkay! enuff of venting out my anger, but im still feeling so annoyed..

i still can rbm their facial expression and their remarks up till NOW..

if can, i feel like doing the same thing to them..

made them feel wad's the feeling is like..

sometimes some ppl talk no sense one.

one word to describe them - BRAINLESS

2010-02-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

wondering today baby will be having OT..

hopefully he can go home early..

firstly, birthday is MORE IMPT than anything else..

HAHAHA..

secondly, he promised me to bring me sit FERRIS WHEEL..

HEHEHE..

went to cut my hair while waiting for him..

new hairstyle:

looks so nerdy rite?!?? HAHAHA...

but so?!?

you're just not used to my new hairstyle..

GET USED TO IT NOW AND

FALL IN LOVE WITH MEEEeee...

HAHAHAHA..

waited until evening time, no msg received..

i guess tats probably a GOOD NEWS..

THENNNNNNnnnnn ... ... ...

[ first msg: laopo, goin home lo, think will reach home by 530pm... ]

AND FINALLY WE WENT TO SIT MY DREAM FERRIS WHEELLLLLLL~

actually i feel the MOST MOST MOST romantic thing on the earth is :

having candlelit dinner inside the Ferris wheel cubicle,

there's violinist playing " Closed To You"

eating my favourite FishAndChip with HIM..

then when served the dessert,

he suddenly knelt down and propose with a ring

and said:

"WILL YOU MARRY ME"

fairy tale rite? hahas..

once in a while dream of these wont kills!

in the MRT, got nothing to do..

SSSOOOOOoooo...

we take some pictures...

and at the same time to keep some photos of my new hairstyle..

hahahass...

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOO TECK PENG

2010-01-31T23:30:00.001+08:00

Sunday ( 31th JAN 2010) specially asked for OFF DAY

because its for SPECIAL PERSON,

SPECIAL OCCASSION.. HAHAHA..

other than tat, shop for CNY clothes

and also celebrate our anniversary..

WHEEEEEE...

its been longgg since we went for a couple date.. =DD

SSSsssssOOOoooo~~~

we went to sit boat for our 4th mth anniversary..

HIPPO RIVER CRUISE.. maybe our 6th mth??? HAHAHA..

this is the boat we're sitting.. =)

Inside the boat, we ... ... ...

do nothing but ... ...

take pictures and see scenery..

LOLS!

then during the night time ... ... ...

HO HO HO... ... ...

arranged clement and weizhong to meet up

and celebrate our dearest mister.teckpeng's birthday..

had our dinner over at the MANHATTAN FISH MARKET..

[ 630pm at Plaza Singapura, special performance.. ]
LOLSSS! tat was wad i told baby..

he suspected smth but nv asked anything..

finished our dinner,

sat down at starbucks and enjoy the aroma coffee

and the lemon cake blown by BIRTHDAY BOY..

last but not least,

i wanna wish you a

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYyyy..

MAY YOU ALWAYS STAY CHEERFUL, HANDSOME, AND LOVE ME ALWAYS..

LOLSSS..
your 3 wishes...

hope all come true..

especially the third oneee.. =DDD

baby, if the third one come true already you must tell me..

shall see whether are we telepathy.. HAHAHA..

2010-01-29T22:10:00.003+08:00

mum went to changi hospital for a checkup this afternoon..

when i came back home, i asked abt her conditions...

doctor said need to have a operation to remove those stones in her body...

i felt uneasy and totally lost my appetite when i was having my late dinner..

deep down, i know mum was worried and scared...

im scared and worried too...

but wad can i do???

ask me to sacrifice my life, im more than willing...

though she can be very naggy and annoying sometimes,

but she's my only dearest mum ..

and i will nv ever abandon her no matter wad...

because don have her, i wont be here..

2010-01-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY

FOURTH MONTH

ANNIVERSARY BABYYYYyyy~!!!

LOVE YOU

ALWAYSSS... =DDD

[ 爱的抱抱 ]

2010-01-24T23:48:00.006+08:00

HELLOOOOOoooo EVERYBODYYYyyy...

hereby self declare holiday on MONDAY and TUESDAY..

HAHAHA...

both of my legs are aching to the max..

not used to stand for 16hours of work.. hahas..

okkay, im just exaggerating..

2days of working full day seriously cannot compared to work half day daily..

seriously its damn damn damn tired x100 times..

i wonder if im a full-timer waitress how im gonna survive?!??

guess i old already, tats why very easy to get tired unlike in the past can withstand standing.. HAHA..

hahas.. tats why many people says money is always always so hard to earn..

pay so little, and work so tough.. have to see boss's face..

while me, have to see customer's face.. tsktsk..

some customer is damn irritating TO THE MAX, I SWEAR!

4adults, 1 baby, 1 toddler..

ordered 2 ramen, one beef don, one bento set..

need additional FIVE PLATES, FIVE BOWLS, FIVE sets of FORK AND SPOON..

wtf! we are opening a JAPANESE RESTUARANT NOT CHINESE RESTUARANT..

no need for every dish change ur plate or bowl.. zzz

this kind of ppl damn fuck-up one..

nv consider of the dishwasher..

so wad got pay service charge??

tat service charge also not enuff to cover our service expenses lorh.. =.=

everytime i go out for dinner, baby always ask me eat properly let ppl have easy time to clean..

u treat ppl nice, ppl will treat u nice also..

but WHY ARENT I GETTING BACK THE SAME?!??!? tsktsk..

pay day is coming on nx sat probably, WHEEEEEEEE...

gotta shop for the upcoming CNY...

need to go cut my hair, facial wash, shop for new clothes, shop for food esp.. lols..

CNY always MUST stock for a lot of food because i scared i will go on hunger...

and worse still, no shop will be opened on tat day...

tats why must buy alot of food...

see my size can know already.. LOLS!

AND, still got my dental appointment nx mth...

so can be quite broke on nx month.. =(((

wad to do??? poor me...

AJISEN is currently promoting the CHUKA FAIR( 中华料理 )...

its commencing on 24/1/2010 ( SUNDAY ) at COMPASS AJISEN...

plz come and support.. tyty..

for more information, it would be better to come down and try it for yourself!

to make reservation, plz call: 68810642

this is just sample..

cant get any picture from the website cause not a lot of ppl are aware ajisen is promoting this event...

besides compass, tampines one is having this event too...

today i was asking abt soonhar whether her suitors is willing to squeeze out some quality time JUST for her despite of being so busyyy with their own work..

she said they are willing but she felt that tat its not neccessary..

however, if its her bf then she will feel sweet..

then i was wondering yarh lorh, whether my bf will do the same anot leh..

during evening time, sweetheart came and find me with chocolate milk tea.. LOLS!

so telepathy rite??

im just thinking of it ONLY.. hehehe..

no lah, cause he's been very busy with his work..

everyday OT until so late.. so poor thinggg...

2010-01-21T14:38:00.003+08:00

nice curl rite???

i came across it in facebook while stalking someone.. LOLS!

now i changed my mind, decided to curl my hair since so many ppl objected me from rebonding..

zzz.. cant wait for my hair to grow long long long..

CNY is coming and i cant wait for that day to comeeeeee...

WHEEEEEEeeeeee..

as usual for every year, but 2010 definitely be different..

there's a surprise awaiting for it to come, my love.. hehe..

2010-01-20T01:20:00.000+08:00

had fried rice cooked by a handsome chef in ajisen earlier.. lols! the taste just taste superb compared to my mum.. cause the taste and smell is the same as those kopitiam zhu cha.. i tink it lies on the fire control, mum couldn do this well.. just too bad.. HAHAHA..

his gf must be lucky, cause she got a nice boyfriend who knows how to cook, so he can take care of her meals everyday.. sweet rite?? tats why, if find husband must find a chef.. lols! its taste sweet and blissful whenever its cooked by your loved one especially. if you compare mum's cooking and ur husband, which one should taste better and sweeter?!??? HAHAHA.. okkay, i just love to live in fairy tale LALA LAND.. lols..

im just touched by his delicious fried rice.. hahas.. the taste still lingers in my mind up till now. and i cant help wanting another bowl again.. too bad no more le..=((

2010-01-14T22:52:00.002+08:00

someone kept complaining that this is U-N-F-A-I-R.. because why she can see HIS, but he cannot see HERS.. LOLS!~ i told this A life is always UNFAIR.. if not why some ppl born to be rich while others born to be poor?!?!?!!

i nv seen any same gender as A is so calculative.. i pull one of his/her hair, he/she must pull back mine.. tsktsk... SO BO LIAO! HAHAHA..

i guess nobody understand wad im trying to say.. EXCEPT _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ =DD

2010-01-09T11:58:00.003+08:00

early in the morning, something pissed me off to the max.. seriously _ _ _ S _ _ damn fucked-up to the MAX! i hated it when i had to drag myself out of my comfortable bed so early in the morning and in the end i got nothing! nothing is as much important as my slp.. i hate it when anybody wake me up for nothing or disturb me for fun.. they changed the schedule, and they wouldn't even bother to open their holy shit mouth and said they have changed! and of cos, i do have fault as i didn double checked my schedule ytd night... most pissed off is ytd i prepared ready for this morning doing opening will be much easier for me but in the end, the other person got the advantage.. SHIT!!

if today i went to work, i confirm will feel super duper unbalanced! so to compensate my slp-ness, no matter what im not going to work for today!!.. who cares whether they short of ppl or cant cope to handle many customers... they didn even bother to spare a thought for me, so why should i??? everytime only know how to cut schedule, so did they ever thought i put in my hard work and have they appreciated it? i don expect them to appreciate my work, but at least shouldn't keep cutting my schedule so terribly! why not you now ask 10 ppl working part-time, would they be as committed as me?!?!! they sure will give you lotsa of excuse in last mintue so that they don need to work... of cos, i admit i do for the sake of pay lah, but at least i wouldn cause any inconvenience to others!

in conclusion, they just SUX TO THE MAX SERIOUSLY!

2010-01-07T02:00:00.002+08:00

why is this so why is this so why is this so?!???

i got a very strong ominous feeling that makes me feel so uneasy and uncomfortable..

as if im going to lost something impt/precious...

im worried, scared and lost...

there's no sense of security... ... ...

2010-01-04T23:35:00.003+08:00

I gotta feeling...

That tonight's gonna be a good night

That tonight's gonna be a good good night

TONIGHT IS REALLY SUPERB... =DDD

BECAUSEEEeee ... ...

sweetheart brought me to Changi Village to try the well famous nasi lemak... but overall, nothing special abt their nasi lemak from other stalls.. AND WORSE, their services is damn slow to the max i swear~ like an super old woman doing work... zzz... aft dinner, took a stroll walk at the changi beach.. HAHAHASss..

AND NOWWWWwww, i started to miss HIM so badly...

felt a sudden empty in my heart now..

perhaps im just worried abt UT..

LOLS! SURPRISINGLY =.=

2010-01-03T21:42:00.004+08:00

so fast tml start sch alreadyyy...

Feeling so much sianzation...

the thought of having PHP module on my first day of sch

makes me feel go down down downnnnnnn...

2009-12-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODYYYyyy~!!!

LADY GAGA-JUST DANCE

Universal Music Spain MySpace Music Videos

LETS DANCE TO WELCOME THE NEW ARRIVAL OF 2012~

Last Day of 2009

2009-12-31T17:24:00.003+08:00

2009 so fast has come to the end... im still the same old me, nothing changes.. perhaps has grown a bit prettier or slimmer?? LOLS! as usual, im still stuck at ajisen, serving ramen to customersss.. hmmm, maybe tats god had arranged everything for me.. not because of me still working in ajisen, i guess i wouldn't have knew mr.choo teck peng, this wonderful and perfect boyfriend in my eyes.. WAHAHHAHA~ i guess thats the most achievable thing that i have done in 2009.. and im 100% sure plus guarantee chop, i wouldn't regret knowing him, because he's so so so special in my heart..

you must be thinking, wad so special abt him??? a girlfriend of course would praise her own boyfriend.. SO?!???!! to me, ACTIONS speak LOUDER than WORDS.. i believe ONLY in ACTION.. because its the most solid evidence to show how much he/she loves you...

HE ALWAYS would wait for me after my work and send me home WITHOUT FAIL!
HE ALWAYS buy me my favourite bubble milk tea from cupwalker to reward me after a tiring day.
HE ALWAYS pei me eat my favourite food..
HE ALWAYS listen to all my craps and nonsense WITHOUT sick.. HAHAHA
HE NEVER GET TIRED OF SEEING ME.. LOLSSS! (he said one.. hahahahaha)
HE ALWAYS try all ways to make me laugh with his COLDEST JOKE... HAHAHAHA
HE helped me play cafe world so that i can catch up with my peers...
HE abandon his favourite game JUST to spend his time with me...
HE APPRECIATES FOR WAD I DONE FOR HIMMMmmm...
last but not least, which is the MOST MOST MOST IMPT, helovesme =DDD

okkay, enough of him.. hahas.. besides him, of course i get to know my beloved and wonderful classmatesssssssss in RP... its them that makes me looking forward to go to school everyday.. EG: there are times when i wanted to leave class halfway, there's this small little cute girl would ask me to stay and encourage me... she nv fails to make me laugh everytime i see her.. most imptly, she always love to listen to my love stories... LOLS! you know who i refering to, but i shy shy dun wan to say your name... lols.. and i also wont forget my favourite TOPLESS 3 that always tolerate my nonsense and craps.. HAHAHAHA...

LETS JUST MARK, LAST DAY OF YEAR 2009 (31th DECEMBER 2009) A HAPPY AND WONDERFUL DAYYYyyy~ WHEEEEEEEeeee... im gg to countdown with baby tonight! BYEEEeee~

2009-12-26T00:26:00.001+08:00

HAPPY THREE MONTH ANNIVERSARY, BABYYYYYyyyy~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND I WILL CONTINUE TO LOVE YOUUUuuu.. =DDD

the cookies that i put in all my efforts and soul to bake JUST for SWEETHEART.. HOPEFULLY he likes it.. HAHAHAS..

Handmake Cookies Gift For Our Third Month Anniverssary~

this month we already planned to sit on FERRIS WHEEL.. we bought the tickets already, but it was so crowded with so many people.. we were reluctant to share one cubicle with other ppl, thus decide to come back another day during weekdays.. hehe.. and GUESS nx mth shall be whr??? DON TELL YOU LEHHHHHHHHH!!! LOLSSSS! okkay lahh, i feel so much wanted to say out.. HAHHAS.. we will be sitting on a BOAT.. LOLS! and the following month shall see AEROPLANEEEeee... LOLS! hopefully, one day we really can sit on aeroplane and travel to our dream country which is ____??? actually i also dunno our destined country.. hahahs..

2009-12-25T12:25:00.000+08:00

this year christmas day is so SWEET,UNIQUE AND SPECIAL..

BECAUSEEEEEEEEEEEE ...

during the eve, baby fetch me home aft my work... waited for me to bathe and get prepared for the chalet.. his frens is getting impatience because the CHIVAS is with baby.. so we have to cab down to satisfy his needs.. LOLS... hmm, overall the party was quite fun.. because i get to taste baby's 爱心 BBQ food.. and he even helped me to cut the food into smaller pieces so that i can eat comfortably using my fork.. HOW SWEET AND NICE RITEEE?!???? So tell me how can i resist the temptations of not loving him?!?!?!?!?!! HAHAHS..

didn stayed overnight at the chalet as baby had to work the next day... AND worst, he didn get to slp the whole day.. POOR THING! but that night is so unforgettable and sweet, so how can we wasted the night by gg to slp rite??? LOLS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2009-12-24T23:59:00.002+08:00

WISH EVERYONE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEARRRrrr~

HO HO HO.. Finally MERRY CHRISTMAS DAY... So wad present have you received from SANTA CLAUS??? =DDD

Presents For SWEETHEARTTT~

Happily Opening His Present..

TA~~~DA

i brought sweetheart perfume [CK ONE].. for one reason, i like CK brand because personally im using that brand too.. hehe.. secondly, my motive is wanted baby to spray alot of perfume on his shirt so tat i can bury my face on his chest.. HAHAHA!

And GUESS WAD HE BOUGHT FOR MEEEEEeeee?!?!????

TA~DAAAAAaaa~~~

MY DREAM GUESS WATCHHHHHhh~!!!

its LIMITED EDITION and sold out damn fast within a day!

BABY IS THE SWEETEST ON THE EARTH.. AND I LOVE HIM FOR EVERY BITS AND PIECESSSsss~ MUACKSSSsss.. =)))

A Post To MR.CHOO TECK PENG

2009-12-22T01:27:00.005+08:00

today i feel like posting tis song again because the purpose is different.. last time i posted it because of my dearest friend.. BUT today i posted it again because of my dearest darling..=DDD im so addicted to the milk tea bubble tea from the CUPWALKER.. sweetheart always buy for me whenever he came and fetch me home.. as time goes by, it become my habit already.. one day dun drink, my brain keep thinking and makes me so craving for it.. this song just nice came across when i bought it before gg home..

我怀念的

Wong MySpace Video

我怀念的是无话不说

我怀念的是一起作梦

我怀念的是争吵以后

还是想要爱你的冲动

我怀念的是无言感动

我怀念的是你紧张我的时候

我记得那天生日

(03102009)

也记得那一首歌

(You're my SUNSHINE, my ONLY SUNSHINE)

怀念最紧的右手

（you held my hands walking down the streets)

怀念最暖的胸口

(listen to your heartbeats and smell your perfume

whenever you hug me that disperse out a sense of secure)

i know you are very quiet but you always finding topics to talk..

because you know i love to talk to you..

ppl always say 3 days no meet is consider very long,

but every day see each other is so short..

every time i hate to bid goodbye to you after a goodbye kiss

because when i reached home less than a min,

i started to miss you for every minute and every second.

i enjoyed every moment with you no matter where we are

because you are my greatest companion..

5 more days and is going to be our third month anniversary..

its not so easy to come this far..

but im glad we are able to be tgt up till now and

the days will be counting continuously until at the end of life journey..

we learnt how to be patient and tolerant with one another

because we care for each other

and your existance matters a lot to me..

its you that drove away all my boredom and frustration...

whenever you appears rite in front of me,

i feel so so so happy and sweet..

just like a blissful woman being loved by her loved one..

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

just wanna let you know i love you as much as you do.. =DDD

爱上了你我不保留

2009-12-20T00:53:00.002+08:00

HO HO HO~!!!

You better watch out, you better not cry

you better not pout, im telling you why

SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWNNN~

4 MORE DAYS TO GOOOOOOoooo

WHEEEeee~

im so so so LOOKING FORWARD to tat day.. =DDD

today baby is so sweettttttt....

iloveyouuuuuu~!!!

2009-12-18T10:27:00.003+08:00

FINALLY MY HOLIDAYSSSSS COMEEEEEEEeeeeeeee.. has been waiting for this day to come since sem2 started... hahas.. doesn't come so easy as i had to attend 10 lesson straight before holidays.. so so so longgggggggg.. anw, i decided to do some revision during the holidays because i seriously need to buck up for my UT 2.. =( SIANZATION.. but i can take my time to revise as now i been quite free..

ytd was such a wonderful day.. requested for off day because i had a dinner with mum to pre celebrate her birthday.. its supposed to be today BUT ... all my father's fault! because of his that stupid reason, all of us had to give in, including my mum! tsktsk..

early in the morning, went for my dental check up.. as usual, the doctor said my teeth progressed quite fast.. hehe.. changed my lower case wire into a thicker one.. currently, i felt that all my teeth become so soft like a jelly and i can feel the tightness feeling..

aft tat, went to bugis for dim sum at crystal jade and also shun bian go walk walk.. im so so so craving for a SHOPPING SPREEEeee! alot of things had been added into my waiting list... recently i saw some ppl wearing a black steel bracelet watch, the clock is round with some diamonds on it.. damn nice to the max as i fell in love with it for the first sight and im searching for it.. LOLS! yufei had one too, shall ask her wad's the brand when sch reopens.. but anw, ytd i also saw the GUESS watch also quite nice.. omgggggggggg... but if i were to choose between the 2, i prefer the GUESS, cause now nobody is wearing it.. so i shall be the first one... HAHHAHA

nice rite???

morning's dim sum is already a sumptuous meal.. mum, sis and i were so FULL to the MAX.. so dinner we just ate the dishes.. hehe.. ANDDD sweetheart joined us for dinner... he's quite nervous the whole night.. LOLS!

2009-12-17T11:59:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY

MY DEARESTTTT

MARMIEEEEEeeee~!!!

2009-12-08T23:42:00.004+08:00

IT stuff always give me so much trouble. it just makes me feel so fustrated and stress whenever something go haywire. Today, i cant access to the internet even though there's internet signal... dad said it's the modern spoilt.. few weeks ago, my lappy loaded for abt 20mins plus into the desktop program. zzz.. so much sianzation esp today i didn go school! HAHAS.. nvm abt tat, cause php.. SIANZATION TO THE MAXXXxx!!! see?!?? its just a torture to IT idiots! im just one of them.. choose the wrong course! BUT, one more year to go and i will graduate..=DD

WHOO HOO, holidays is coming in abt 5more days time.. WHEEEeee!!! i simply just cant wait for holiday to comeeeeeee.. how i wish im able to have holidays at genting or KL.. tat time in class, my classmates were discussing on where to go during holidays.. it just makes me feel so tempted in gg too.. hahahas.. but too bad, we got different fate.. tsktsk! BIG BOOOOoooo!!!

just got the pay for last month and now i already got so many things gonna buy... super craving for shopping spree NOW NOW NOW.. ;) christmas coming and im so so so looking forward to it..=xDDD then this month dental check up plus mum's birthday dinner.. tsktsk..

few days ago, i was so super craving for subway.. thanks my dearie gloria has satisfied my needs.. LOLS! but nw, i i got tat craving again.. omgggggg...

sometimes its good to have different varities of choices to choose.. but i feel that in a relationship, one person is already enuff.. no need to be so greedy on taking the best out of the best. no one is perfect in this world.. even he/she you think is the best and you got it in your hand, she/he may have high possibility in leaving you. because he/she think there's other better than you, so why must i stick to you? different people give you different kinds of feeling. thats why you acted differently depending on which person.. sometimes i would feel so inferior whenever im with certain ppl.. but some ppl i hang out with, i suddenly would feel so much confidence in myself.. how weirdo..

2009-12-02T23:59:00.003+08:00

WHEEEEeeeee, PP presentation FINALLY OVER~!!!

omg, the feeling is so so so terrible. i reached there abt 15mins early.. sat outside the room just like waiting for my execution.. lols.. waited for my turn for quite long. when entered the room, i was so freezing like hell when actually its not cold at all.. perhaps due to my nervousness.. anw, when i was presenting, quite smoothly except when being qnsed for one point, im able to explain but then they said i no evidence shown, so deduct points and also was added in my comments.. ohshit! but i felt so much relieved aft presented finished.. HOPEFULLY, everything will go smoothly...

YAY YAY YAY~tml watching twilight-NEW MOON.. but actually im happy because im dating my DEAREST SWEETHEART tml ;)

ohh ya, compass point having the ELMO's calendar LIMITED EDITION if you spent $100 and above.. soon har got it! ARGHHhhh! i felt so so so inbalance RITE NOW.. because i also want ittttttttttt... the calendar is damn nice to the max, and got sticker behind.. DON CARE! i also want it by all means!=DD.. shall gonna take one of the customer's throw away receipt that is above $100 if im lucky enuff.. hahas..

2009-12-01T23:58:00.003+08:00

Blessed or Unbless?
Pretty or Ugly?
it makes a VERY BIG difference within a thin line.

some ppl is born to be blessed
while some is born to be unblessed.
some ppl no need to do anything,
and they get wad they wants.
while others need to work super duper hard for it.
JUST to get the SAME thing at the END!

everyone makes a mistake.
BUT ALWAYS
pretty looks will not get scolded
WHILE ugly looks will get scolded.

WHY?!??
WHY ITS SO UNFAIR?!??
why do ppl judge based on LOOKS?!??
why stereotyping?

there's nothing i can do abt it.
JUST BE CONTENTED~

BECAUSE

human is So WEIRDO...
when you don have "the thing", you tend to seek for it.
when you have "the thing", you don't seem to be satisfied.

2009-11-28T15:13:00.002+08:00

When a woman LOVES a man WHOLEHEARTEDLY,

she is willing to do everything JUST for HIM

even sacrifices her life, she wouldn't mind.

BUT

if a woman do NOT LOVE him anymore,

she doesn't give a damn to it!

2009-11-27T19:50:00.002+08:00

What a wonderful day for me today.. HAHAHASSss.. woke up ard 5pm plusssssss... the weather is so niceeeeeeee.. and yet im able to slp in my that cosy and warmth bedddd.. WHOOOooooooooo.. ANDDDDddd, nobody disturbs my beauty slp.. LOLS! its been so so so longggggg that i can sleep for so longggggggggg.. im so super duper busy to the max.. need to work, study, datinggg all at the same.. BUTTTttt, rest assured i managed it well.. hehe..

intended to practise my PP presentation, update my blog and tidy up my cupboard for today.. but didn know i wake up so late.. nvm, the night is still earlyyyy... omggg, saying my PP, im so nervous to the max now even though its on nx wednesday.. its so scary can?!?? and one of my accesser is MR.Felix... ohshit! im so scared ltr they throw me qns i dunno how to ans or im stunned when presenting and dunno wad to say... some of my classmates had finished their and they said its actually nothing.. yes, i know its something like during our third meeting presentation but i cant help myself from thinking i need to face 3 unfamiliar facesss.. last time i still tink okkay should be super duper easy for me as i got both the knowledge and experiences.. but then now ... okkayyyy, just chillllllllllll... give me that "CONFIDENCE" feeling and i can overcome it..

for now, i gotta go tidy up my cupboard now.. BYEEEeee..

2nd Month Anniversary

2009-11-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

HAPPY TWO MONTH ANNIVERSARYYYyyy~!!!!!!!!

WHEEEEeeeee, im so so so HAPPY that we are able to come so FARRRrrr.. HAHAHASSss.. went to MOUNT FABER to celebrate our anniversary. its like omg finally we're able to go mount faber at last.. heard the lightnings and the scenery is beautiful.. indeed it is a good recommendation and we had so much fun over there.. many couples and families went there.. but mostly is couples went there dating.. LOLS! i saw one couple dressed up so formally, the girl was holding a bouquet of flowers, taking picture under the snow.. OMGGGGgg, SO ROMANTICCCCccc TO THE MAXXXxxx... at first i tot mount faber park is just climb all your way up to the peak and you can enjoy the breeze... but actually its full of christmas decoration and songs... we are so lucky that they played our love song," Close To You".. hahas.. actually i was waiting for them to play "Last Christmas". but nvm.. first month didn get to go there felt a bit disappointed but come to tink of it, i find it quite worthwhile since we are able to go there for our 2nd anniversary.. better than dun have.. and i guess it would be much better when we go later than earlier.. HAHHAS.. cause i think last month got no things to see..

Under The Snow...

Guess Wad We Doin?!?!?? LOLS!

we hold our hands together, walk hand in hand under the bell..

Sitting on the Magical Chair..

the sofa is quite comfortable..

we asked the administrate to take picture for us..

she's quite friendly..

do we have the couple look?!??

HAHAHS..

After the event, went to have our supper nearby the dobhy gaut.. aft tat, had a mini stroll to digest our intestine.. HAHHASss.. walked all the way to orchard road there.. the lighting were not as beautiful as the mount faber park.. and the lights were off after 12am SHARPPpp.. so nothing special abt it.. HOME SWEET HOME in the end..

Last but least, i wanna thank my dearest sweetheart for giving me such a special and unforgettable for our 2nd month anniversary.. ILOVEYOUUUuuu..

2009-11-24T00:42:00.003+08:00

STRESS STRESS STRESS~!!!!!

this is getting so stress.. everything is just not right on my track! my lappy load into the program is so slowwwwww... took abt 20mins just to log into the desktop... no choice, got to go IT helpdesk there to see doctor.. intended to skip lesson, but then nvm la.. so in the end stayed throughout the lesson.. laptop was stabilise now, but the person say still need to keep under observation first.. if got any prob, go back find him... took abt 1hr plus to scan wad's the problem and also helped me to repair.. i felt so uneasy without laptop around me when in class.. the feeling is just like im sending my closest person into the operation room.. i was so worried abt my laptop... in RP, no laptop is so terrible to the max..

nx is my handphone message got prob.. zzzzzzz.. everything spoil all come tgt... first was my psp, second is my laptop and now hp... then now i have prob in typing out chinese text as my "en" button is missingggg... omgggggg... ARGHHhhhhhh, STRESSSSSSsss!

PP presentation on nx wed, 2/12.. and i haven start doing yet... SHIT HEAD! gonna complete it by this wednesday! MUST MUST MUST!!! im so lack of timeeeee.........

2009-11-21T23:03:00.002+08:00

today's mood is a bit unbalance, i know.. HAHAS.. but i also dunno why does it happen so.. POORRRRrrrr baby is sickkkk.. =(((.. bought him the LEMSIP, hopefully he can recover soon ;)))

didn get to go mount faber today as i didn wanna tire out sweetheart.. he's not feeling well and also need to work everyday.. feels so heartache.. lols... but i believe my love and care can speed up his recovery.. =x LOLS! anw, do take very good care of yourself, babyyy=DD if not who will take care of me?!?? LOLS!

Last chrismas i gave you my heart;

But the very next day you gave it away;

This year, to save me from tears;

i give it to someone S-P-E-C-I-A-L~

YOU"RE JUST SO SPECIAL IN MY HEART=DD

2009-11-21T15:45:00.010+08:00

main point i put this picture cause i find her hairstyle is so cool.. HAHASSss.. maybe this shall be my nx target hairstyle.. but then a lot of ppl object me from reboning.. BOOOOooo.. but i tink i will dye either red or brown colour..

TA DA~

IRIS AND YINWAIIIIiii~

CHIOBU GRP..=xDD

SUYUN AND CUITINGggg..

lesson was quite boring and slack.. PLUSSSsss, there's UT after SAAD.. sianzation to the max.. however, this can be cure by the 2 jokers in the class: YINWAI AND IRIS CHNG.. it was damn funny, i swear.. esp yinwai's COLD JOKES ADDED with HER ACTIONS..(cluber and siewmai) LOLS! thinking back of her ytd's action, i couldn control my laughter now..

OUR MOCHI DESSERTSSSsss

after school, had GIRLSSSss OUTINGggg with Iris,CuiTing and YinWai at causeway point... i wanted to watch the movie," My Girlfriend is A Secret Agent".. but they prefer to have Sakae Buffet.. zzz.. but nvm, still enjoy the dinner super duper to the MAX.. LOLS! we were so crazily laughing until its like nobody business.. i guess we must be the most noisiest in the restaurant.. Only Cuiting can keep her cool.. LOLS.. see the picture above.. we're like a small kids getting so excited over the mochi ice cream.. yinwai wanted to enjoy her mochi peacefully and yet i kept pestering her to take picture for us.. LOLS... she must be damn pissed.. then we also gossip ppl.. omg, we are such like a kopitiam aunties.. LOLS! esp iris lahh, laugh damn loud.. i know she's gonna say me also cause of my golden word("dulan").. HAHAHHAHASSSS...

2 super duper zilian kuangggg... LOLS!=xDD

after our dinner, went walk walk awhile.. aft tat went to starbucks slack and continue our gossip plus camworing.. LOLS.. the rest of the pictures is with Cuiting.. shall wait until she posted up to the facebook first..=DDD

last but not least before ending my post, few days didn get to see my dearestttt babyyy.. say don miss him is FAKE LA.. LOLS! this picture is i edited on my own..=DDD

2009-11-18T15:56:00.011+08:00

CuiTing And Suyun..

last sat aft work, went for michelle's birthday celebration at the Ambrosia.. the services is suxs.. but that does not spoil the night. so we decided to change to Thai disco at the golden mile. the GIRLSSsss were damn pretty.. yes, im PRAISING those dancers.. they had nice figures and complexion.. im jealous to the maxx.. HAHASS.. first time trying green apple vodka.. didn really like the taste but i still enjoy myself.. at the end of the day, cuiting's fren fetch me home.. when reached my hse downstairs, i just puke everything at the drain.. i feel so much comfortable aft tat.. and then went up lie on my cosy bed...

MR.AH GO GO (LIU WENDA)

HO HO HO..

I CAUGHT YOU 2 SLPINGGGGggg~

guoxian(left) & wenda(right)

Ajisen's Staff MEAL..

decorated by this MR.MANUELITO..

this cup of milk tea makes me reminded of my grandma's coffee shop..

last time, they also use this kind of cup to serve customers..

but i just wanna say this cup of tea is just like MR.CTP..

cause he's my cup of tea..

LOLS!

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOOOOoo~

MERRY CHRISTMAS~

i can feel the christmas breeze in orchard road..

the lights and all the decorations hang up in orchard road..

its really very beautiful especially when holding hands with your beloved person and walked all the way..

monday went to watch movie at cineleisure.. aft tat, had supper at the HK cafe... ordered the dim sum but wasn up to my standard.. a bit disappointed but then nvm.. most impt is im eating with who tat will cheers me up at the end of the day.. HAHAHHASS.. by the time we finished our supper, no more last train.. so walked down to the cathay there and bused 147 home... though everything seemed to be vey rushed due to our busy schedule, but i still enjoyed myself whenever im with you.. every moment is just too precious.. im so looking forward to this sat MOUNT FABERRRrrrrr..=DDD hope NOTHING CROPS UPPPppp..~!!!

recently, my left eye kept twitching.. its been like this since last friday which is also known as BLACK FRIDAY.. cause 13th Friday.. BIG BOOOooo.. but glad nothing has happened.. i just hope everyday would be just a peaceful and happy day... left eye kept twitching just makes me feel so a bit uneasy... and its been consistently twitching.. im just worried and hope it wont happened in my studies, my workplace and my loves one.. or maybe im just thinking too much or lack of slp... JUST MAINTAIN IN THIS STATUS..=DDD

2009-11-12T22:24:00.003+08:00

today OS~ my favourite!!! HAHAS... though the lesson is sianzation, but i feel so relaxed only in this module.. plus, felix, the faci, is so entertaining.. HAHAHS.. not forgetting on how he disturbs the class and how i disturb him.. lols.. this is so fun to the max.. nx week is his last day with us, i asked him whether he will miss us.. his reaction plus his reply is SO SO SO FUNNYYYyyy..

again, today during second break have another talking session in the opp class with my current classmates.. lets book the opp class every thursday, 12pm to 1pm for talking session.. LOLS.. i know iris will be reading it.. im so HAPPY cause i know i got myself another fan.. WHOOOOOOooo~ she's such a funny girl, just like me, sometimes so sampat.. LOLS!=xDDD

end lesson late cause having UT today.. aft tat, feeling so so so hungry as i just had bread for the whole day which was prepared by my dearest mum.. so have dinner with gloria.. the services in foodcourtA and koufu was damn bad.. don wish to mention again.. haven is still the best tats why we have been eating there since year one.. and we even got ourself the 'usual place' hahas.. we felt so amazingly that nobody will sit at our place..

two days didn manage to meet my dearest sweetheart cause he's busy with his work and having OT every day.. poor baby=( hopefully he can eat and slp well.. most imptly must take care of health.. sometimes i do wish sweetheart could SHOWER me with MORE CARE,CONCERN and LOVESSSSSSSSSssss..=DDD the whole day i had been waiting for that someone's msg.. waited and waited.. did receive messagesss but not the person im waiting.. waiting is tiring but the process is enjoyable.. hahas.. i know im not a very good and perfect girlfriend in your heart, but i will always be there when you needs me..=DDD

2009-11-11T00:22:00.003+08:00

im super duper BUSYYYYyyy to the MAXXXXxxx~!!!

firstly, i am so stressed over the html.. i spent the whole first and second meeting on doing the stupid border.. and i didn get it right.. the alignment kept moving and shifting makes me so fed up.. i was about to go on partial but iris stopped me.. in the end, i choose to listen to her and stayed throughout the lesson. when in the third meeting, i redo everything and managed to complete everything within 1hour.. i dunno whether mine is right nor did i meet the prob statement's requirement.. as long as i got things to submit up in the SIT server and everything is intacted when ppl view it, i will be contented..

secondly, mum's psp is having some problem and wants me to bring her to repair her psp.. she was feeling so bored when there's no psp for her to play.. zzz.. you must be thinking why my mum is playing my psp.. my mum follows the trend one, okkay.. very IN.. LOLS! im so busy with my work and when sch's off day i gotta study and prepare for my UT.. no time to bring her go.. lucky she is so understanding that she ask me to go help her repair the psp another day when im free.. WHOOOOooo~ love marmie to the maxxxx... muacksssssssss....=DDD

christmas is coming in about two months time and people is already starting to prepare to buy gifts and hang up the decorations. ajisen started to play christmas song and i love to listen to "Last Christmas".. last year, ajisen having turkey party but i didn turn up. this year, i wish to eat log cake..=DDD anxiously waiting for the day to come.. wheeeeeeeeee~

ARE YOU A CARROT, AN EGG, OR A COFFEE BEAN? quite interesting RJ qns.

http://www.new-mind.com/Library/carroteggcoffeebean.htm

so which is you?!????!!!??

tonight gonna burn midnight oil to study for my php... HAISSSSSSSssssss, sianzation~!!! lucky there's always coffee to keep me companion..=DDD gonna enjoy my coffee in this breezing night.. HAHAHS!

2009-11-07T15:42:00.003+08:00

WHEEEEEEeeeeee, its been ages that i had a proper and decent dating with sweetheart ytd.. hahas.. cause i need to work and also busy with my sch thing, tats why had very little time for him.. but sweetheart had been understanding and he always come find me.. im so happy and toucheddd.. =DDD

im so excited for the entire day.. hahas... aft sch, went to JP wait for deardear finished his exam.. though need to wait for him very long, but i feel the time still passed very fast.. cause i was so busy shopping.. LOLS! JP its really nice to walk and shop and eat.. the place was super big enuff and i haven even walked finished when sweetheart come find me.. intended to go find thomas over there but he transferred to IMM already..=( then too badddddd.. hahas..

had dinner with sweetheart at the bentobox.. aft tat went walk walk a while.. baby, finally bought me a RINGGGGGGGG... WHOOOOOOO, LOVE HIM TO THE MAXXXxxxx... love him to the max not because he bought me a ring, but because he give me his promises.. A ring represents his pledge, his honour, his love, his promise, his life, his everything to me..=DDD i wish i could celebrate every occassion with him every year and spend more time with him and i will be contented..

2009-11-06T00:10:00.004+08:00

it has been a VERY FUN DAY FOR MEEEEEeee=DDD Lesson was not interesting, but the faci is damn funny to the MAX even though he said the most lamest joke in the world.. HAHAS! my previous faci went re-service for abt 3 weeks.. so, came a joker relief faci.. today, everything just brighten up my days, i was smiling all the way.. hahas.. how i wish i could be so enjoyable everyday..

its been raining recently, esp today it rained from morning till i went home, it still rained.. mum was so enjoying the weather at home.. so envious of her, get to enjoy the warmth in the cosy hse.. hehe.. ever since her 430pm sharp tat taiwan show finished, she was feeling something is lacking in her life.. cause that show has been showing for almost 2 years, i guess.. now, she chasing aft every night the taiwan show and even the weekend "爱" show, she dun wan to miss out.. i wonder wad so nice abt the taiwan show where all singaporean auntie loves to watch.. hahas..

anw, today elizabeth finally joined us for breakfast.. its like so finallyyyyy she rbmed us.. LOLS! dunno which direction of the wind blew her to join us for breakfast.. hahas.. hmmm, quite enjoyable breakfast i had for today... cause we were having GIRLSSSsss TALKKKkkk.. WAHAHASSsss! at the end of the day, she gave me this sentence: "Making the best of what you have or can get is better than whining about what you haven't got." hmmm, i find it quite meaningful and will rbm it in my heart.. even though everytime i complain to gloria abt this and tat, however, i think i need to be contented for what i have now and treasure him before he slipped out of my hands.. iloveyou, baby!=DDD

then during second break out, had another GIRLS SECTION again with my new classmates namely Yufei(feifei=DD), Iris and CuiTing.. so fun whenever we always talking about boys topic.. hahas.. and also heard alot of iris and cuiting's interesting story.. can say i've gained some knowledge and experiences from their story.. and they seem to have change my mind concept.. they are simply WONDERFUL~=DDD loves and enjoy talking with themmm...

sweetheart wait for me aft my work and pei me go home.. i feel so so so happy today, cause ytd is the first time we didn meet each other.. im missing him to the MAX.. im feeling like as if smth is lacking.. ohh ya, i know.. my heart is missing ytd cause he stole my heart away long ago.. so to cure this fatal illness, i need to see him as my medicine.. LOLS! okkay, im hyper now..

2009-11-05T00:27:00.004+08:00

my only and precious off day is just gone like tis.. cause i still need to go back to school and take my UT at 430pm.. zzz... anw also quite good la, i can do revision in the morning before tat.. hahas.. the paper seems to be easy but then ............ shall see how it goes..

finally able to eat mum's cooked food.. hehe.. its yummy yummy yummy especially when someone cooks specially for you.. though the food is simple, and yet i can feel mum's warmth and effort being put in.. nothing can taste as good as family..

sometimes i just wonder is man's nature for not being so meticulous or is because he simply just don't love you?!???!!!?? or is because i see how sweet other ppl are, i just wanna join in the crowd and enjoy the sweetness tgt.. different people have different ways of expressing themselves.. im just being too greedy,maybe?!?? i guess sooooo... let me try to console myself by taking one step at a time, and let natural take its course..

2009-11-01T15:08:00.009+08:00

WHEEEeee, last but not least, me and babyyy~=DDD

last friday went to NIGHT SAFRAFI for the HALLOWEEN event with sweetheart, gloria and huimin.. had a very fun and frightful night.. lols.. gloria and i were screaming to the top of our voice while huimin and sweetheart wasnt even screaming at all.. they were so daring..

at first, we felt quite disappointed as everything is cancelled due to the stupid rain.. however, we stayed there throughout and so lucky that we are able to see some fake "ghost".. hahas.. their make up were damn professional.. especially the girl wearing the black.. oops, i forgot to upload.. anw, can view in my facebook.. the way she stare at us, i can feel the eerie-ness... eeeeee...

the place was quite choatic.. we brought the ticket to sit on the tram but no officer came to collect .. we shouldn have queue up.. hahas.. actually we were quite lame, cause we went there just to scare ourself.. LOLS! but overall, its indeed a fun night esp when im with sweetheart..=D we also went to see the performance at 1130.. its quite entertaining..

aft the excursion, we went for our late dinner over at the punggol nasi lemak.. the queue for taxi is damn long.. and its raining so heavily.. if im at home tat night, sure sleep very sweet.. hahas.. reached home abt 3am plus.. and im OFF to slppppp...

2009-10-28T01:55:00.007+08:00

from disappointed--> heart-broken --> HAPPYYYYyyy=))

this is a mood chart of how i feel from monday until now... everything just went wrong since monday.. supposed to be a very happy dating but why do you have to say such hurtful comments to me? what other ppl say i dun give a damn shit, but why have you said such things that makes me feel so inferior?? im already quite upset because we are unable to get our love momento, and just because of that very stupid sentence has spoiled my mood TOTALLY... then smth serious matter cropped up.. i was totally crushed down to the bottom of the bottom-esttt.. i felt so so so disappointed.. such a meaningful and impt occasion, it ended up so bad...

tuesday, feeling a little-est bitssssss of trying to get everything over when i wake up early in the morning.. everything seem to be quite fine, but my mood just couldn lift a bit of happiness up.. feeling a bit of emotional until my classmate keep listening to my all sorts of sound effects plus complain and he also trying to joke here and there.. he's indeed a great entertainer.. hahas.. then had a minor quarrel with sweetheart over msn.. it just makes me feel even more frustrating and annoyed.. additional of heart broken as why he still wanna add on some hash things to add onto the fire??

NOW, im feeling much BETTER and HAPPIER.. we are fine now.. because sweetheart came and find me before i start my work.. from there, i knew and also can see he cares for me alot.. can feel so much of his love.. hahas... wadever it is, i really do treasure and cherish this relationship because im super duper in _ _ _ _ with CTP.=xpd

share one happiness with you:

guess wad is this??

CEREAL PRAWNNNNNnnn

looks nothing special but it is so special and warm touching in my heart.. because sweetheart personally cook my fav cereal prawn for me.. so sweet and nice of him, tats why im so crazily in love with him.. LOLS!.. he indeed have the talent of cooking.. this is his first time cooking and has gained a lot of praises from so many ppl.. it just melted my heart for every single bites of the prawn.. my dear, are you willing to cook for me again?? =DDD

2009-10-26T00:27:00.006+08:00

2009-10-19T23:13:00.003+08:00

every monday i always suffer from MONDAY BLUES.. however, today is an exceptional monday from suffering monday blues.. hahas.. guess why?? BECAUSEEEEEEEEEEeeeee love is in the air.. LOLS..

sweetheart is indeed very SWEET to the MAXXxxx.. today suppose to be his off day from work.. BUTTTTttt he wake up so early in the morning JUST to pei me go school.. envious?!?? lols.. though it looks like im a kid that needs an uncle to bring me go sch=xDD, but i feel so touched that he would sacrifices his time JUST FOR ME... dare to ask whether your partner willing to make any sacrifices for you?!?? i dun tink many will do wad my dearest sweetheart would do.. hahas...

super duper stress for today's lesson, PHP.. tats why i would say monday blues... unable to solve today's quiz because it was nx week's lesson's qns.. ZZZ rite?!?? i gave faci tat stupid look.. lols.. faci saw wad i did but he didn do anything.. i very rude rite? hahas.. however how stress i am or how tired, the moment i think of sweetheart always perk me up.. he's just like my coffee.. hehe.. contains too many caffeine..

aft sch, unable to rush home and get changed.. so from woodland took bus to bedok meet up with sweetheart.. then went for my dental appointment tgt at UBI.. the dentist said i had lose weight.. i even told her: "ha ha ha, really meh?!?" LOLS.. she knows i dun believe so she took out my previous pics and compare.. AND most imptlyyyyy, she delieved a good news for me today.. 8 more months to go and i can take out my braces alreadyyyyy.. WHEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeee... she said i progress so fastttt.. im so happy to the max today.. totally sweeten up my mood today..

aft tat, sweetheart brought me out for dinner.. CANDLELIT DINNERRRRrr... LOLS! lastly HOME SWEET HOME.. "Everytime we say goodbye, i wish we had one more kiss"- LUCKY.. a minute ago after we say goodbye to each other, im already starting to miss you.. :(

2009-10-17T02:30:00.003+08:00

thursday had a small conflict or rather small misunderstanding between me and sweetheart.. i dunno why i suddenly pop out such a random and crazy qns.. but glad that everything its fine.. does a r/s smooth sailing good?!?? wad do you tink? leave your comments over there in the tagboard on the left side..<--- hahas..

today sweetheart's marmie came and look for me.. omgggg, i was so anxious and nervous.. i was doing dessert closing, and i felt so lost when i know she's outside waiting for me.. because tat's my first time and i wanna leave a very good impression on her VERY first sight of ME.. HAHAS.. wonder i have pass her test? haiss... anw, im confident i will pass with flying colours, rite sweetheart? hehe..

aft work, sweetheart bring me out for datingggggg.. WHEEEEEeee, lols! im just so happy and contented every time i see him.. looks blissful, rite?? hahas.. okkay, gotta slp.. tml doing openinggg, have to wake up early.. wonder will i have a surprise breakfast tml?!? LOLS, just kidding..

2009-10-15T02:15:00.003+08:00

i still cannot get to slppppppppp... HAHASsss.. omgg, i so hyperactive now.... too much caffeine i guess.. cause i just helped myself with another round of coffee-milo= mocha.. LOLS... dunno tml will be late for sch due to overslpinggggg...

off day usually passed so fast than any other usual daysss.. finally i had a very good slp tis morning especially it rained today.. intended to pei sweetheart go work with him to compensate him by puting him aeroplane, in the end i didn.. cause im so super duper tired.. lucky he was understanding enuff and ask me to slp moreeeeeeeeeee.... HAHAS! nice of me, and nice of him, rite?? hehe.. i also do feel bad when i put aeroplane on TOPLESS3 last tues.. but nvm, they always did that to me.. LOLS.. =xDDD

indeed its really a super duper long post i had for today... hahas.. shall end my post with a song - LUCKY... a nice song that i was so addicted to it! and i know im lucky to have known himmm..=DDD

Lucky - Jason Mraz ft Colbie Cailat

2009-10-15T01:03:00.004+08:00

today's post is exactly the 200th position and it has been a year and three months since blogging.. hahas.. wonder will it be the same with my dearest sweetheart.. hehe..

ytd sweetheart told me tat this girl sitting at table 38 was his very first girl he fall in love with her since he was primary four.. i wasn't in a bit of angry nor jealous, im saying seriously and i swear this is real.. see how generous i am??? hahas.. at first i tot it means that i don care about him so much.. but ahwei told me it means im being mature while sweetheart says im understanding.. i feel much comfortable and happier because afterall they are praising me indirectly.. hahas... seriously, in my opinion, i do really think if a guy really don love you anymore, what's the point of wanting him to stay?!? i find that its so pointless.. just like you manage to make him stay beside you, but his heart is with another woman.. are you able to tolerate??? for me, its a definitely a NO! though i may look very flirty and etc, but im faithful because i think we should respect each other.. everything can lie, but cheating a person's feeling is a TABOO in my dictionary. so, to my dearest sweetheart, if you ever cheat me, HOHOHO..... =xDDD

had a fringe cut last friday.. still unable to adapt to my new hairlook.. cause i looks so sillyyy.. LOLS! nvm about that.. i shall move on by complaining about this 2 person..

indeed we are short of ppl currently, so asking a "second leader" to come over and help, but it looks like we ARE NOT GETTING ANY HELPPPPPppp from them... the schedule its already fixed properly, why does he wanna screw up and make those unnecessary phone calls?? wanna show off his authority?!?? zzz.. usual weekdays 4 ppl is able to manage during day time, so why wants to call me up when im having lesson? you are smart is enuff, don need to act smart.. just wanna get clear to you: you are just helping out in the outlet and NOT MANAGING OUR outlet.. another tampines staff, if you don't like to stay in our outlet, you are VERY WELCOME to get your ass OUT of HERE! we don really welcome you to our outlet too! you really think your the CEO??? zzz.. its just like we are keeping a VERY SUPER DUPER IRRITATING PEST in the outlet.. could you ppl just respect the ppl's in the outlet?!?? you come to other ppl's outlet, shouldn you accept our style of doing and not YOUR OWN STYLE?!??? i find that you are so disrespectful.. tampines staff are just a lazy bum and ONLY knows how to get advantages of our weakness! this goes to show that tampines first leader do not know how to teach her staffs.. tampines staff quality SUXS, work efficiency a BIG FAT BOOOOoooo! though i very much like to leave the place because of some several reasonssssss, but i just couldn stand the way they do their things.. wadever it is, if big sis DON BOTHER to care, wad for i care?!?? doesn't even concern me a bit.. i just wanna complainnnnnnn... HAHASss...

back to my school storyy... monday PHP seems to be easy and yet so difficult.. standard- killed so many of my brain cells by asking mini quiz.. lucky im able to answer his qns.. HAHAS.. i was praying hopefully he would ask me to print out the roman numbers... LUCKY he did.. standing at the speaker stage was just like waiting for my death sentence.. LOLS! you will nv know the feeling its like how because he is just that scaryyyy... tue html, just like doing blogging layout.. i had a feeling that i might get a C grade cause we presented the most basic until cannot be basic's webpage.. =((( hopefully i would get a B.. hehe.. LASTLY, sweetheart gonna reward me for that~=xDDD ilovehimmmmmmm~

hopefully sweetheart is sleeping tight and having sweet dreams now.. im so fully awake now, cant get to slppppp... so poor thing tonight, but nvm cause i feel so contented whenever i get to see him.. hehe.. tats how happiness im NOW... =xDDD awaiting for the arrival of 26th October 2009... cause sweetheart is goingggggggg to buy me a

_ i _ _...

HHAHS!

2009-10-11T15:08:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOooooooo EVERYBODYYYYYYYYY~

just checked my PP portal and its FINALLY been ACCEPTEDDDDDDDD.. WHEEEeee.. hahas.. im just too happy tat its finally approved aft i rework for abt 2 times.. zzz..

nx week's gonna be a busy schedule as soonhar went back to malaysia.. everything is in a mess because in-charge person is auntie MEEFONG now... omggg, i wonder how's she gonna handle it.. she's as blur as a sotong.. i felt that she can do it but she lacks of confidence. she's afraid she did it wrong and must compensate money to the company.. zzz.. wadever it is, doesn concern me.. hahas.. ytd went home late just to wait for auntie meefong to do finish cashier closing.. everyone just went off except im the only one waiting for her.. i very good, rite?? hahas.. though sometimes i couldn't stand her naggings, but i couldn bear to just leave her behind alone.. so decided to wait for her to do finish her stuffs.. my mum tot i was talking with sweetheart downstairs.. hahas..

2009-10-08T01:31:00.003+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEeeeee... im back to writeeeeeeeeeee my blissful's story.. hahas..

finally its my OFF day and yet it pass faster than my holidays.. hahas.. PP due date on 8th Oct and i just submitted up.. cause my advisor wants me to submit her a clear proposal so that she's able to approve it.. aft next, gt to do poster and get ready for PRESENTATION... OMGGGggg..

sweetheart came to fetch me home today.. hahas.. so sweet of him.. i do feel a bit of guilty whenever he came to pick me up from work.. but i do enjoy his companion.. he's such a nice bf and also a good listener.. everytime hear my complaint and grandmother story without getting sick of it.. hahas.. maybe he do gets sick of it, but just dun wanna say out.. LOLS.. ANDDDDddd today, he bought me supper.. wanted to take pics to show, but too dark.. my camera cant capture it.. then too baddddd.... BOOOOOoooo~ sweetheart still say," take pic of the tissue(his one) instead of the noodles." zzz.. i told him dun buy supper for me, ltr make me grow fat then he can find excuse to dump me.. LOLS... gt motive one he..=xDD

last but not least, i wanna tell sweetheart this, "let's make tis relationship last until the day i die"... =DDD

2009-10-06T14:58:00.003+08:00

second day of lesson only and im so bored to death now.. as u can see the time now is 3pm.. suppose to be having presentation and yet im blogging it now.. HAHAs... my grp will be the next team to present..

my eyelids is getting heavier.. im super duper slpy now..=(( how i wish i could get some slp nowww........

im late for lesson today.. and i was marked late.. zzz... today's faci i guess would be much better than ytd's even though i already had a red mark on my daily grade page.. but i wasn so stress like ytd.. hahas..

realised my class total gt 4 guys.. OMGGgg, tats pathetic! im so fated with feminine... hahas.. i spotted one girl is cute, one girl is cute and pretty.. hahas.. both of them seems to be quite nice people.. haven start ice breaking so the class bonding is so weak unlike the previous three sems... a dead classssssss...

i wan slp i wan slp i wan slp~ SERIOUSLY NEED TO SLP NOWWWWW... ZZZZZZzzzzz...

First day of School

2009-10-05T23:50:00.007+08:00

finally my 5weeks of holidays ended JUST ytd.. awwwwww... i didn really looking so forward to school cause i was so happily going out with sweetheart ytd.. LOLS.. each day spending time with sweetheart is so nice, sweet and precious moment.. hehe..

anw, back to sharing on my first day of sch.. first lesson had already killed dunno thousands and millions times of my brain cellsssssssss... zzz... guess why?!??? Web Application! omggggg.. something like a duplicate JAVA module.. my faci was so strictttttt to the MAXXXXxx.. anytime would get a F grade if didn perform well.. shit head! i prefer my last sem's java faci.. cause i will understand what she teach.. hahas.. did manage to understand abit of today's lesson but need to have some revision during weekends.. glad that few ppl same class as me.. Fin, Louis,Yinwai.. and some familiar face but nv talk before.. so surprisingly today presentation i dun feel so nervous.. usually i would.. hahas.. always sch starts, ppl will complain abt RJ.. cause to me i feel that RJ is cheating ourselves.. we always write what the faci likes to see,agree?!?!?? LOLS! so tat to gain marks..

aft sch still got to go for work.. its been long since i feel so tired just like today.. its getting sianzation over there.. but when i saw sweetheart, i started to feel so awake.. hahas.. i gotta wait for another 10 weeks which is 2mths and 2weeks to find another job.. everytime say but nv do it in the end.. disappointed.. hahas.. shall see on my nx holiday..

i feel so much to share with everybody this:

Sweet RITEEEEEEEEEEEEeeee?!?!?!? LOLS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA SOO HOON

2009-10-04T02:59:00.014+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeee... im FINALLYYyyy 19 years old... many ppl tot im 20 years old tis year.. zzz.. im not tat old and one more year to go before i end in becoming 10++.. so don so early wish me to become 20++.. hahas..

time do passed fast, ESPECIALLY today.. cause today is a VERY IMPORTANT day to me... my english and chinese birthdate falls in the same day.. AND it falls on mid-autumn day.. so coincidencely, my sis's chinese birthdate same as mine.. SO COOL,rite?!??? tis year is really the best of all in my life~ hahas.. of cos, my special love celebrates with me.. =DD

im back to blog now, but still cant use back my miissysuyun address.. so SUXS to the MAX... try it again tml.. HOPEFULLY it works..=DDD

2nd october 2009, intended to celebrates at powerhouse to countdown.. but i cancelled away last minute.. then meet sweetheart's frens for dinner at timbre @ the substation.. FRIENDS MEETING SESSION~ lucky, i passed the test..LOLS! after tat, went cine meet up with thomas.. though smth crops up with thomas tat side, but nvm.. cause i still enjoyed myself during the celebrations process.. hehe..

3rd october 2009.... MY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYyyyy.. WHEEEEEEeeeeee~

had a wonderful day.. OF COURSE, with my sweetheart.. hehe..

first, went for a LATE breakfast at ard 2pm plus?? then i received a bouquet of flowers.. OMGGGGGgg.. it was so SWEETT, AWESOME present which i ever received in my life.. sometimes i feel tat sweetheart is able to read my mind.. though i didn say i wan flowers for present, but he knows what i want. this is call GREAT MIND THINKS ALIKE.. hahas... anw, tat was the first time i received a bouquet of flowers.. hehe.. i believe there would be more..=xDDD

secondly, went home to put down the flowers.. dad tot i bought it for myself.. i replied with a grinning smile," nah, someone bought for me one" HAHAHS.. dad was jealous...

thirdly, went to marina barrage to see sea views.. nice views indeed.. it was drizzling but everyone was so happily flying kites.. didn want to fly kites, but i enjoy seeing ppl playing.. hahas.. cause i was so comfortable sitting down and enjoy the breeze..

evening time, walk to marina square and had our dinner at MOF.. heard the food there was not bad.. so went there to try.. indeed, a good recommendation of food.. hahas..

after dinner, went to see lantern festival at chinese garden.. lastly, home sweet home..

overall, i wanna thank sweetheart and his friends, thomas and his friends for being so wonderful to celebrates my birthday..

THANK YOUUUUUUUUUuuuu~

2009-10-03T01:53:00.001+08:00

HAPPY

BIRTHDAYYYY

CHUA

SOO

HOONNNNNNNNNnnnnnnnnn

2009-10-01T23:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

TO MY

BELOVED SISTER,

CHUA SOO KIANNNNNNNNNN

on 30/09/2009..

i know its late....

butttttt, what matters is my heart and sincere..

hahas...

LASTLY,

HAPPY CHILDRENNNNNN DAYYYYYyyy

AAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLL

2009-10-01T23:14:00.004+08:00

alrite, i tink its time to show the real MiissySuyun's blog.. hahas..

you must be wondering why i had a duplicate blog.. because as u can see the date of each posts is so far apart from each other.. wadever it is, i decided to blog back again.. this time round, im not going to write about my story, BUTTTTTTTTT, OUR STORIESSsss.. hahas..

let me introduce all of you this SPECIAL person in my heart.. Mr. Choo Teck Peng, 23 years old, Male.. he super duper in love with HEBE.. i wont be jealous because he's in LOVE with me TOOOoooo...=xDD his favourite food is APPLEEEeee... an apple keeps doctor away.. so i must see him everyday, and i wont fall ill and see doctor.. HAHAS!

its been a week we've been together.. though it wasn't so stable yet, but my feelings for you is getting STRONGERRRRrr each day... i hope you are too..=DD it was so sweet and nice of you when everytime wait for me after work and company me home.. indeed, im so touched to the max and i appreciated for what you have done for me.. everytime when we talk in that cosy hut, i wish the time would just stop and let me enjoy the time being with you.. each time i say bye to you, i couldn't bear to see your back..

this post, i shall use blue colour because its baby's favourite colour... hahas... and my blog song shall by "Close To You" because it represents our love.. hehe.. forgive me for being so mushy here and makes ur goosebump all stand up.. because it's my first love and here im sharing my happiness with all of u.. =xDD sweet of me, rite?? hahas..

Last but not least, im finally attached to you, mr.choo teck ping and i _ _ _ _ YOU!=xDDD

My First day with my First Love

2009-09-28T14:19:00.005+08:00

i've finally moved on to my next phase of life. WHEEEEeee.. i really didn expect or thought that it was so so so SWEET to the max! until sometimes my heart would just beat faster for no reason.. HAHAHS! anw, im so happy happy happy.. it's just like a fairytale.. but now, its MY fairytales started now, on 26th September 2009, 11.20pm.. Stay Tuned!=p.. WHEEEEeee

everyone says i looks so blissful now.. hahas.. OF COURSE! cause finally i found someone loves me more than i do.. hehe.. anw, i do lurve him too!=p

perhaps we might not end up tgt at the end, but im glad that we have been tgt once.. there's saying tat says," 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾今拥有"

had our first dating at orchard on 27th September 2009..=D it was such an unforgetable day and im smilling throughout the day.. hehe.. i realised actually he's just as crappy as me.. hahas.. maybe,he's trying to adapt to my style.. we even bought a couple tee at FLESH IMP.. hopefully we can wear it tgt one day.. i will be looking forward for our next date..=)))

my very first JB trip

2009-09-18T23:15:00.005+08:00

WOAHHHHhhh.. on the eve, i was feeling both excited and anxious.. because its my first time gg to another country with my frens.. and its like my first time gg to JB even though i think i went before when i was young.. hahas... many ppl said the place was so dangerous as JB very complicated.. i was so scared i might not able to come back to spore again.. lucky im back in one piece.. i didn let my family noes abt it because i knew they will sure object to the max.. no matter wad, nobody could change my decision when i have made up my mind..

the custom's way was long.. and the process was so troublesome.. CQ(complain queen), christine keep complaining abt the road structure.. hahas.. anw, i gt to smell malaysia's fresh air and try their food.. even though i tink there's no diff.. hahas..

had our breakfast over there after crossing the custom.. nx, we went shopping for awhile then catch a movie," kungfu cybrog". a hongkong show.. when we bought the tickets, suddenly saw horror movie.. christine and i wanna watch tat show, but thomas insist on watching his show.. zzz.. wad a gentleman?!?!? hahas.. anw, his show also nt bad.. quite funny..

aft movie, thomas wanna sing k.. but its already 6plus.. no choice, he persuaded me in the end.. so we left JB at abt 830.. had dinner buffet too.. quite bloated.. took cab from JB to bugis.. aft tat home sweet home at ard 11 plus..

when reach home, i felt super duper tired to the max.. but i had so much fun over there with thomas, christine and jiasheng. whenever soonhar or ah wei told me how nice when back to m'sia.. now i understand how it feels.. ahhas... totally gt no stress, and feels so much freedom.. the feeling was like when we are kids.. i enjoyed it alot..=DD hoping for another JB trip with them again..

Last Day in SHIN KUSHIYA ;(

2009-09-09T16:52:00.007+08:00

Come so far, this is the first encounter i've met.. that is, my last day of working in SHIN KUSHIYA today..

Cindy make me choose a choice: AJISEN or SHIN KUSHIYA

i replied without thinking much:" No, i will never quit AJISEN over SHIN. if the company cant accept me, im willing to leave right away."

after cindy had make a call over to the management, they decided to give up on me.. though i've worked for them only four days, however, i started to grow some feelings over there.. not because the work is good.. close one eye and i can say alot of disadvantages more than advantages.. BUTTTT, the ppl so far i can say they are fun and friendly, they have team spirits when working tgt... help out with one another.. they wouldn anyhow flare their temper to one another so i believed there wont be any politics gg ard.. and most importantly, they solve the prob peacefully between outside staff and inside staff unlike ajisen always push the blame to one another.. that is one of the main thing which i like over there.. however, i dunno why i feel so much to leave but i couldn bear to do it.. on my second day, i almost wanted to quit half way.. but that idea has stopped me when i was having my break.. i think it throughly because i didn wan to make another stupid mistake which i would regret in my whole life. i hate to make a decision, esp when there's 2 choices for me to choose and yet i can only choose one. why cant i just have both?

overall, i shall take it as gaining some experiences over there.. at least i get to learn new things.. up till now, i really cant bear to leave.. when i was abt to leave, why dun you chase me away? until when i had develop the feelings with all of you, you decided to abandon me?? i miss SHIN Kushiya!

- Nicky(missed most ;D), Shermaine, Joyce,Nicole(not really like her =xD), Cindy, Cheryl,Joejoe,Lito(full of rubbish ;D), Jenny, James, Alan(the master caller and always teach me alot patiently), Jimmy,Joseph, Ronald( looks familiar as he looks like one of nepal in Bartley), Dave.. i guess tats all ;)))

First Day Working in SHIN KUSHIYA

2009-09-06T23:40:00.005+08:00

early in the morning, it was raining.. i had to drag myself out of my bed from this wonderful weather whr it is so nice to tuck myself in a cosy blanket and my bed..

report to work at SHIN KUSHIYA at 10am sharp.. i reached on the dot.. as expected, first day is damn boring to the max.. first assignment is to ask me stand at the take-away counter, do all the grilling and cutting seaweeds.. omg, i dun even noe how to cook, still ask me grilled.. zzz.. then after my break do all the drinks.. dunno should i continue to take up this job.. feeling so frustrated..

Disadvantage: many foreigners..
might not have uniform..
salary is not as high as previous..
no staff meal..
have to take abt 1hr to reach the destinations..

Advantage: the ppl might be nice?? maybe?!?

while in AJISEN.

Disadvantage: many backstabbers, gossipers

Advantages: near my hse..
free staff meal..
salary is quite acceptable..

Hopefully tml shall goes well for me.. currently, im feeling low.. and also facing some stress in adapting the new working environment..

2009-08-30T17:42:00.004+08:00

its been longgggg since i've update my blogggg....

last few weeks been working and studying.. tats my life, i know its pretty plain boring.. but i've used to it already.. UT3 finally its over and UT2 grades are out.. hmmmm, results were quite alrite while UT3 was quite alrite too except communication.. quite scared for tat paper as im very weak in tat module.. hopefully it will be a smooth sail for me.. SOOOOooooo, its holiday for MEEEEEEeeee NOWWWWwwww!! WHEEEEeeee, 5WEEKS HOLIDAY~!!!!!

so, no studying shall be working for the rest of my holidays.. its quite good too as i can earn money during the vacations.. hehe.. recently quite tempted to shopp as its like ages tat i been buying clothessss.. really really super duper broke at the moment.. hopefully pay day shall arrive ASAPPPPppp.. i feel like buying the OLAY product plus the NIVEA and thinking of whether should buy the jacket from modparade.. should i?!??!??? shall decide when i got my pay tat day..

today went for a job interview at clarke.. overall, i can conclude tat it was wasting my time and my sense tells me it is a fraud.. lucky, nothing had happened to me..

My reflections: i strongly believe "down to the earth" this saying/statement. to me, i would say that i would spend as much as i had earned.. no money, so i will cut down on my meals and expenses.. i nv believe that a job can earn me about 10k above for one month.. this is ridiculous.. abt 4k plus a month i would still believe.. maybe working in an office environment or those much higher post rank. perhaps im not tat ambitions in being a boss on my own.. yes, i know there's sure be some politics in working place.. tats how the society is.. my mum told me tis golden sentence which i still can remember forever in my life because tats the fact and i think its quite meaningful.-" You Go Everywhere To Work, Everywhere Its The Same" don you agree so with this statement?!?? because human beings are tat selfish creatures..

2009-08-07T09:14:00.004+08:00

HAPPYYYYyy

BIRTHDAYYYYYyyy

TTTTOOOOoooo

THOMASSSSSSssss

TAIIIIIiiiiii

SHENGGGGgggg

HUAAAAaaaaa~!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-05T15:19:00.005+08:00

HOHOHO~!!!!!!!!

aiyo, dunno wad's wrong with me this week.. zzz.. firstly, on monday JAVA lesson so sway kana red caught of taking other ppl's work by faci.. OMGGggg, its like im wasting my time the whole day just because we didn know how to answer the "SPLIT" Function.. haiss.. secondly, i saw my daily grade so horrible, esp the database system.. tat module's grade is so terrible.. i got a D for last week lesson because i went off after presenting without telling her a valid reason.. then i already gt so many late le.. aiyoooooo... see the grades makes me feel so heart pain and stress. and then the IT security last week, i went partial... thirdly, ytd partial againnnnn.. just went off without informing faci and abandon my team mates to solve the problems.. felt a bit guilty.. HAIIIIisssssSSSSsYYYYYYYYyyyyoOOOOooooo..

ytd went to K-box at cine with thomas that bunch of cliques.. it was a last minute decision.. today power station was cancelled.. walao, i was so looking forward to that lorhh.. SHIT HIM~!! i intended to bake him cookies for his birthday present.. forget it lor, count him unlucky for not able to try my cookies.. anw, my cookies is finally quite successful. all thanks to soon har's admire's recipe.. hahas.. im gg to let them try and hear their comments ltr.. to me, i felt it was not bad plus i put in alot of efforts and heart in it. so they better appreciate it, if not i will kill them! ROARRRRrrrr!!!!

First Of ALL:

He's The Lead Of The Day

BirthdayBoy With Individuals~

ME & Thomas

XinRu And Thomas

SEXY DUDE~ WHEE U WHEEEeee~!!

GAY SEXXxxx.. LOLS!

The COUPLESSSss.

BROTHERSSSsss~

NOW ITS TIME FOR FERROR ROCHORR~

Two Guys Drool Over The Rochor~

Ferror Bunny

Ferror Eyes

Ferror Cheese

Ferror Award Specially To Thomas Tai..

Ferror GirlSSsss.

Let's Continue TOOooo...

Just DancEEEeeee.. GaGaaa..

Birthday Strikes At 12:

Birthday Cake

A Warm Kiss.

Violent Cake Killer~

Last But Not Least....

We Wish Thomas A Happy BirthdaYYyyyy...

Say Cheese To END Off My Post..

2009-07-30T14:57:00.004+08:00

today cant concentrate during lesson. my mind was flooded on how to improve on my cookies.. so i decided to leave during second meeting. hahas..

went to compass cold storage to find the cookies sheet.. they didn sell so had to go to rivervale plaza NTUC to get it. thank goodness, they have it.. buy finish my things, went home first thing is to start making my cookies.. currently waiting for my cookies to turn into golden brown in the oven and get ready to serve out.. dunno whether how's the taste like. now the cookies looks fine.. hopefully the cookies is yummy..

ytd do finished the cookies, mum wanted to bring to ah ma hse and let them try. i bet all the cookies will be dump inside the bin now.. HAHAS! shall ask mum wad's the result when she's back home tonight.

2009-07-29T23:53:00.002+08:00

today i went to buy ingredients to make the cookies.. hehe.. i was rather looking forward to make the cookies and shares with my loves one.. i knew it would not be so easy on one attempt to succeed. im mentally prepared and willing to try until i get it..

so i went to hougang interchange, selling bakery accessories shop to get all all my ingredients and those tools.. the shop was small, 2 shopkeepers and not many customers.. it was my first time buying those things and im just like a noob.. i dunno how to buy all those things. so i went to approach the shopkeepers.. they looked so busy when there's not many customers. OMGGgg, they were damn rude to the max, i swear! so after buying all my needs, faster went home to start baking my cookies..=)

as expected, it didn went so smoothly.. i tried 2 times, and it did not succeed.. all the dough was so soft and liquid kept flowing out from the oven. decided to buy cupcakes paper tml.. but mum said she follow me go buy now.. i was surprised.. hahas.. even though mum didn want to get so involved in wad im doing, but can tell she wanted to help me out. its just that she didn want to use words to express it out.. hahas.. im so touched! so went back to the shop and buy the cup papers and the measuring cup.. nonetheless, i still failed. nvm, shall try it again tml.

JIAYOU-JIAYOU-JIAYOU~

2009-07-23T21:47:00.003+08:00

HELLOOoooo.... its been long that i've blog... anw, i've closed down this blog and have transferred everything to another website which is www.miissysuyun.blogspot.. i didn wanna close down my blog because i put in alot of effort and time to decorate.. but importantly, i cant bear to do it.. hahas..

anw, recently i been hooked up by the tuduo.com to watch those hongkong shows. last sunday i was damn excited in chasing after the forensic heroes II.. damn nice to the max the show.. especially the charmaine.. omg, she has shocked me.. i suddenly realised she's damn beautiful and her acting was superb. i had a craving of finding out her news.. hahas.. i watched finished the show and currently is watching the police academic part 3.. though the forensic has watched finished, but it still lingers in my mind.. and it was flooded by the madam ma that charmaine had act.. how i wish i am the madam ma.. hahas.. not because of the actress, but i feel that the madam ma was one of the character in the show that i admired.. hehe.. and the ivan was her bf is so sweet..

today didn went for jog and i was damn bloated.. haissss, i violated my own taboo.. going on diet is really an extreme hard task for me to fight the battle.. few more weeks and one month would be up.. i seemed to have given up the goals that i set for myself.. i still went jogging regularly.. one week 4 times, when eatting still will think many times before i consumed my food.. however, when go jogging, my mind would pop up a question," will jogging really helps me to lose some of my fats or im just wasting my time?" haiisssss, i wish i am able to succeed, gt an angel face with a devil figure.. WISH ME GOOD LUCK~ JIAAAaaYOUUUUuu~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-08T23:10:00.004+08:00

im determined to go on diet seriouslyyyyyy.... hahas... im so super determined and perseverance on cutting down on all my fatsss... haiisss... ytd during lesson, my mind was full of planning on my daily meals and wad food should be cut down.. and i decided to go for a jog.. ytd was my first try-out.. not bad, i ran abt 40mins during evening and many ppl actually were jogging ard the area too.. i look abit weird cause i dun have a running shoe.. i just wear the covered shoe.. anything la, thomas fav sentence,"no prawn, fish also can make do with it (translate to Cantonese- "mo har yao youk ye mm chor")" lols.. mum and dad was surprise that i said i wanna go for a jog ltr on.. their reaction was," HUH??? u today eat wrong medicine izzit?" hahas! they cant believe it lorhh..

then went to club at clarke with thomas, his gf, ah jie, xinru and her bf too.. 3 pairs, so rare.. hahas.. thomas ytd was damn high the minute he got into the AERENA.. i even challenged him say tonight must go home in drunk state, if not cannot go home! in the end im the most drunk among them.. i vomited so much until now i still can rbm the vodka taste like wad.. eekk! now i know the feeling of being drunk.. it was terrible man! i wanted to vomit out but smth is suppressing it from coming out, plus i didn eat anything since the first break out.. stayed outside abt one hr plus, i still haven sober yet.. lucky gt someone is kind enuff to tc of me when im drunk and also send me home to my doorstep.. come to tink of it, i feel so embarrassed by all my unglam actions.. omg, i feel like hiding into a hole.. and i had a very serious headache early in the morning.. no appetite to eat my fav tomyam instant noodles.. ate a few mouth, cant finished it.. very fast, i become very tired went to slp.. abt 5pm plus, mum wake me up go work.. i rejected the work, no energy plus i still gt my headache gg on.. tks goodness ryan could help me cover up.. hehe..

tml still gt UT paper.. haiisss, sian... after study finish, i still dunno.. so scared for tml's paper.. wish me good luck for tml..=) JIAYOUUUU~!!!

2009-07-04T14:22:00.003+08:00

friday almost wanna ran off from lesson.. RP is getting more and more ridiculous. when i reached the school, i was wondering why there's a crowd outside the entrance dunno waiting for what. so i went forward to see, there's about 6-7 security guard guarding outside the door.. i then realised we need to have the thermometer then we are able to enter inside. see how ridiculous it is!!! thermometer cost 6bucks! i was damn reluctant to buy lahh even im a millionaire. they didn even notified us to ask we all to bring.. i tot RP very technology advance lorh.. why they didn wanna send a msg to inform us rather than sending an email?!?? im very sure 100% guarantee plus warranty chop, everybody sure have a hp and will check their own hp for 24/7 rather than reading the email! so dumb head lahh..

so i sit outside waiting for the thermometer stock to be sold out.. i guess almost everyone rather go home then forking out their money to buy lorh.. then i met eunice and mansi they all.. the 3 of us were like on a run lorh.. we had to smuggle in the school by running into the Admiralty park there, at the W3 block to go in.. we tot we are smart, cause able to enter into the school and go back to our class, everything would be fine.. who knows, there come out an india faci chase us out cause we don have a thermometer and force us go buy.. i die die also dun wan to buy lorh.. so i shut my lappy and went out of the class.. after tat wait for gloria's thermometer and went back to class again.. i wanted to go home initially, but i don wish to miss any lesson again.. because i will be guilt-ridden again plus UT is coming.. i gotta go study properly.. haiisss....

my cupboard is in a mess again.. im getting lazier and lazier.. actually i've planned to do on last wed.. but i kept on dragging and dragging.. the weather was freaking hot and makes me feel like slping on my comfortable bed and not doing anything.. i guess i've no choice but to clear up the mess by tonight if not i sure get nagged by my mum again.. ARGGHHH!!! and also revised on my database module to prepare for UT on tue.. haiissss.. sianzation!

reunion with ChooChoo train.. ;)

2009-07-02T23:25:00.008+08:00

recently been contacting and even met up with ThomasTai.. wahahahass.. i tink we have lost contact for abt 7mths?!?? and recently we reunion. hehes.. he's really the same old pattern and same goes to me too.. hahas..

monday went to catch midnight show- "Drag Me To Hell". recommended by gloria as she said it was scary, lame and funny show.. hahas.. but i don tink it was funny cause up till now i couldn tink of any funny scene BUT only scary scene... eerieee...i am super lucky or can say that im blessed. cause beside me, whether is left or right, i gt my protector.. thomas was trying to match mate his cousin and me.. HAHAS! but i didn wan it.. so thomas was at my left side while his staff, ah jie was on my right.. hehe.. see how bless and lucky im on tat day! i was all the way screaming cause all those scary part just appeared so suddenly.. tat freaking old woman was damn eerie la.. her looks can totally freak me out because of her eyes..

after the movie, i asked them to stayed awhile, go have a drink to cool myself down.. i need to get myself calm before gg home.. must understand tat time was middle of the night.. damn scary okay! hahas.. so we went to the opp cine kopitiam.. omg, their milo really sucks to the max.. when ah jie pass me the drink, i was like;" err? tis milo?!?!?" he laughed at me.. then tis thomas said milo mah, put more milk less milo, tats why tis colour lorh.. i totally ZZZ out!

wednesday went JP to find Thomas again.. hahas... i was so touched that he personally cook ombi soba for me lorh.. his staffs all so jealous.. LOLS.. not bad la, his culinary skills.. can be further improved.. hahas..

i finally understand that there's really retribution in our life.. mei went to pluck out her wisdom tooth during her break time today.. she couldn't talk properly and the pain was unbearable to her.. i understand how's it feels like.. i only can say serve her rite lorh! know why? cause tat time when i go put braces, i still rbm-ed how the way she mock at me! A BIG ORBI FOR HERRRR~!!

then today beside my class kana quarantined.. i asked faci, when's our turn to quarantined leh? faci's immediate reaction is,"CHOY!" LOLS! damn funny she.. i dunno wad the hell RP is doing.. i was waiting for the LOA lorh.. so no need go sch.. hehe..

2009-06-28T23:56:00.006+08:00

went to watch midnight show with thomas and his staffs.. watch the transformer.. to me, i don tink its nice lahh, but dunno why guys seems to like it alot.. hahas.. its been very very very long timeeee nv see him le.. i think he's grown fat..LOLS!=x SSssHhhh.. after tat show, went for a drink at BABYFACEE with thomas only.. the rest watch finished the show went straight home.. hahas.. amazingly, i wasn't so drunk nor high.. still fully awake after drinking (sex on the beach, one litre of beer, one cup of vodka). hahas, i tink im pro in drinking.. anw, we really chiong till 6am then went home.. intend to take MRT home but then too tired le, so i decided to take cab home.. but before we went home, we walked from orchard to marina bay there to watch sunrise..we even went so crazy tat we took out our shoe and walked all the way there.. lols... but then we didn gt the chance to see the sun rise.. we waited till abt 7am plus.. i tink its due to the raining weather tats why the sun might have drag the timing. haiis.. perhaps its fated tat i must watch with my future love.. hehe.. not fated with him..

when reached home abt 7pm plus, mum finally able to get some slp.. while dad was getting ready to go for work.. i didn went to sch the next day and i just slept 2hrs only.. cause i was feeling so guilty tat they stayed awake throughout waiting for me to go home.. so how am i able to sleep well because of tat?!? haiiss.. anw, it was over le.. i will not repeat the same mistakes again. hehe..

2009-06-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

im guilt-ridden.

2009-06-22T23:44:00.004+08:00

there's a slightly commotion on my payslip as mentioned in the previous post.. at first soon har showed a "cant be bothered" hack-care attitude to help me get back tat day's pay.. i was feeling furious and cant accept the fact lorh.. since my own manager don wish to help me settle, of cos i gotta help my ownself rite?? anw, i called up thomas to ask him for help.. expected, he's still so helpful whenever i need his help.. thanks alot, my fren.. hahas.. i felt so touched and i missed him to the max.. i always think of gg JP to visit him but its so far from my hse and i also lazy.. hehe.. anw, i think we gotta met up on wed night!! OMG, im so excited! he's still the same, everytime tell me those porn, his grandfather story and funny jokes etc.. hahas. so tell me how can i don miss him?!?!??? okkay, this was ytd thingy.. so when i went to work today, soon har put in effort in helping me to chase back the pay correctly.. can see she's trying her best to help me.. hahas.. firstly, she called up to the office says that if ryan's timeline don have his record then comfirm must be mine cause tat day MUST HAVE a PT working.. then secondly, she suddenly rbm-ed gt one time i didn bring my NRIC tats why no record which i totally had forgotten abt it but hongpin got fax a paper to inform them i will be using a new card to punch and ask them to print out the records of ppl using the new card..they said they didn receive any.. this shows ajisen is also another fuck-up system in the HQ.. soon har even told me that clara ask me to forget abt it.. NO PUNCH CARD ON TAT WORKING DAY MEANS NO PAY.. i told soon har ask her to GO AND DIE LA.. try asking her to work for free la!! some ppl is really tat sickening... another idoitic is that meefong.. guess wad she said? " cant get your pay then eat alot of stuff meal to compensate for tat day's pay lah." at that moment, i feel like saying out " FUCKED LA!" but i just diao her and walked off.. im really damn pissed at tat moment and still come tell me tis kind of thing. i never say out tat 2 powerful words already is giving her alot of face and respecting her hoh! one more person come to my face and say this unconstructive words will just get it from me.. i mean it.. when im so crazy and so angry to the max, i can hack care whoever the hell u are! don try to provoke me!

2009-06-21T22:45:00.003+08:00

this is SO SO SO SO SO EXTREMELYYY RIDICULOUS TO THE MAXXXXX IN MY LIFEEEEE MANXXX~!!!!!!!!!

on my calendar, i wrote 630pm-10pm on tat particular day.. and i 100% gurantee plus warranty chop that i did punch my card on every working day!! i dare to say even i didn punch my card, i wouldn't be so stupid and so png tung for not punching both in and out one rite?!??!?!!! and guess wad?!?? the timeline paper printed out saying on 28th April 2009, don have any single record of mine!! THIS IS SO RIDICULOUSSS LIKEEE HELLLL~!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!! i feel like killing them!!!!!!

im damn pissed offf NOWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-19T22:24:00.003+08:00

finally its friday after that 2 weeks of holidays.. UT was the only thing that makes me feel go sian immediately on my first day of school.. i've already took 3 UTs and so far, im super duper confident for database system paper only.. while communication paper?!!??!! ....... tsktsktsk~

wednesday went to put on my lower braces. i was feeling so uneasy because i can feel that all my teeth is so week and feels the tightness.. it was as if all my teeth were squeezing to each other.. yesh, im back to eat all those soft food and eat as slow as a tortoise.. but i still eat MisterPotato ytd.. HAHAS! and also wangwang which has been influenced by eunice and mansi when they bought it in class just now.. hehe..

ohh yah, rbm i said the results for tat thursday on my previous post? hehe.. yars, so i didn turn up because of so many reasons stated.. i do feel abit pity but then.... haiiss... i believe there's other many opportunities at a later time.. ppl always say god will close one door and open another one for us.. is tat really true??? im not doubting, but i was wondering why it does not occur to me but to other ppl?

2009-06-17T01:34:00.003+08:00

i was hoping for a miracle to happen when i was on my way out to work.. as expected and thank goodness, it really did happen!! AMEN~ i was damn happyy to the MAX.. hehe.. as happy as i am at that moment, i didn show it out. i was acting damn cool and pretends that nothing has happened. tats the way im, cause i dun wan ppl to know my emotions.. hahas.. shall not elaborate much here..

currently, im in a dilemma situation!! sometimes when i was forced to choose one when im given 2 choices, i wish that i could forward to the future and see the results for each choice so that i wont regret.. shall leave it to the fate for what i have decided on thursday and tells u the result. hehe..

tml's gg for a dental check and putting on lower braces.. was wondering whether i will be kicked back to square one-meaning having porridge everyday.. EEee~

today grp with jiahao, xinchen and jeckchee.. jiahao has been embarrassed by me 2 times in class.. LOLS! who ask him so disturbance and noisy.

Action One:
Jiahao: "EVERYTIME PLAY FACEBOOK FACEBOOK FACEBOOK!" (purposely shout out to let faci hear it at about 920 which is starting of the lesson.)
SooHoon: *eyes rolling* " so what? i play facebook AND can contribute my work to the team at the same time UNLIKE YOUUU always play play play in the end also nv contribute ANY SINGLE SHITT!"
(A moment of silent in the class when i said that statement and Jiahao went quiet and after awhile, put on a fake smile trying to smuggle out the embarrassment.) LOLS..

Action Two: i forgot what he has done la.. but i think when i was busy doing the ppt slides and he kept asking me the IP address, trying to ping me. i keep saying i dunno and very busy rite now.. dunno what he has said, i was feeling so pek sek tat time and just ask him to shut dupp! he feeling buay song so he wanted to argue back.. i think he was saying, everytime ask me shut up shut up.. then i said, because there's one word to describe you.. after finishing my statement, suddenly MANSI shouted," FFFFffffAAAAaaaNNNnnnn~!!!!!!!"-FAN! jiahao's face immediately turned red like tomato and feels like finding a hole to hide.. and the whole class let out a BIGG LAUGHTER.. LOLS! damn funny lorh..

i cant help but feel like sharing with u another joke.. HAHASSss.. one last one, hehe.. bear awhile..
Halim knocked off work at 9pm.. so he was changing his clothes in front of customers some more.. tsktsk.. nvm abt tat! after changing, he was wearing a t-shirt and a 3/4 pants that look like bermudas or dunno guys boxer.. cause the material was like those rough cloths and it looks squarrish with blue colour..

i went forward to ask him," did you wear anything inside?"
he replied "NO".(but actually he did wear smth inside.)
my jaws and eyes open widely.. LOLs..
went to tell ahmei..
SooHoon: mei, halim wear until so unglam pants and didn even wear anything inside.
mei: how you know?!?!??
SooHoon: i ask him mah..
mei: really? you dunno go touch yourself to see whether he gt wear anything inside anot..
SooHoon: CRAZYYY! you think can feel the undergarment meh..
mei: of cos can la, you cant feel behind, arbo you touch infront sure will know whether gt wear anything anot!

hongpin, mei and me was laughing so crazily until we gt no choice have to hide inside the kitchen and laugh heartily! tat stupid heartless mei still spread the story.. ZZZzzz...

2009-06-12T19:08:00.003+08:00

ytd i received a bad news immediately after work.. my heart totally sank down to the bottom of the bottom-estt.. zzz... i was actually super duper hungry to the max but when i heard of the news, it totally spoilt my whole appetite.. tat thing has finally happened which i am NOTT VERYY LOOKING FORWARDDD TO ITTTT~!!! i knew tis day would come, but i don expect it to happen so fastt... haisss, the only way out is to accept the fact.. im not willing to accept it at all lorh!! but wad to do?!?!?!!

HHHHhhAAaaaIIIiiiSSss~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my whole dream was all about this thing.. but after a bath, my stomach start to growl.. hahas.. the weather is getting freaking HHOOTT to the maxx!! what has happened could not be change, but this has makes me even more determined to do what i longed to do in the past.. i kept procrastinate about it..

after tat, i went to meet my mum and sis at compass.. my mum brought me a pillow and insist to throw away my tat old pillow.. awww, i cant bear to throw it away.. i've used tat pillow since young.. gt my smell, saliva, tears and etc.. lols.. i try my best to keep it.. hehe..

2009-06-11T14:45:00.004+08:00

2 weeks of holiday is almost up. how fast it was!! still left abt 3 more days and im gonna doom on JAVA UT on monday.. haiisss...

these few days have been so busy doing the PP and also revision on JAVA.. so far, java revision has completed and PP was almost done too.. WHEE~ felt a sense of achievement of what i have done so meaningful during my holidays.. hehe.. back to say my PP.. initially when i wanted to talk about case study on ajisen, i've asked soon har to help me gather information from ahFong or the boss.. zzz.. in the end, when i submit my questions to them, out of 10 questions, 2 questions were answered and its INCOMPLETED.. reason why, they said it was the company confidential information.. A BIG Z appeared on my face immediately.. ZZZ.. wad so great about it! all the informations actually can found in the website lorh.. its just that verbal statement could comfirm everything..WTF.. no wonder when i saw a forum that says," AJISEN OR SAKAE,WHICH YOU WOULD CHOOSE" majority said sakae.. initially i was quite unhappy and inbalance of the comments but not anymore for now because i felt they deserve this kind of comments.. anw, 100 gratefulness and thankfulness to my buddy, RYAN HO-hohoho.. hahas.. cause he helped me answer some in the questions that i've posed out and eventually i was almost done on PP which was one of my task for this 2 weeks holiday.. hehe..

Fathers Day is coming.. WHEE~ but i prefer my mum than dad.. because mum is the greatest noble in this world.. SHES' willing to sacrifice themselves for the sake of their child.. my mum was one of the example.. hehe.. she forever 24/7 worrying for me.. my fan was spoilt, and i gotta share with my dad.. zzz.. how pathetic it was! worse still, my dad was not willing to buy for me.. WTH! i intend to buy a fan for 20 bucks cause im quite broke currently.. hahas.. in the end my mum see me so poor thing, buy me a fan cost 1oo bucks on dot! lols..

why im broke now? cause after getting my last month's pay, i went for shopping.. HAHAS... tats why too broke all thanks to ajisen's tat pathetic and stupid job! but without tat job, im equally broke too, or worse.. hahas.. and im gonna wear lower braces on next weekkkk... omg, tats really fast and without realising, i've wore my braces for 2 monthsss already~!!!

2009-06-01T03:08:00.006+08:00

today is not my day!! ARGHHHH~!!!!!!

firstly, when i wake up at ard 12pm plus.. i walked to the kitchen finding my breakfast.. usually my dad would da bao some fried beehoon for me. then today he didn buy any!

he just said this:

" i nv buy for you, you go downstair buy!"

Me: "why nv buy?"

Father:"you never ask me buy, so i nv buy."

---------Kept Silent, Feeling Very Angry Already*Smoke coming out from my head*------------

naturally, when he said all these, i would feel angry rite?!? usually he would buy for me then today he didn!! makes me damn angry is that he's so calculative abt buying breakfast for me.. as if one packet of beehoon can spent his money up till 1mil!!

i went to call my mum..

ME:" hello, why today nv help me buy breakfast?

mum:" i dunno arhx, i ask ur dad help you buy, he said don care."

me:" he dun wan buy, u dunno help me buy arhx?"

mum:" you also nv tell us ytd whether you wan breakfast anot!"

me:" usually you will help me buy one wad! must still say again meh?!? then you nv ask me record your show, then i don need to help you tape record the show le lahh!!!!!!" *TOOTTTT~* i hang up the phone straight.

secondly, went to work in the evening.. doing closing gt some conflict.. i usually always talk with people so siao siao one unless i don like the person i would talk very serious with them.. i was telling hongpin in a joking manner i dunno why the hell she got so offended by wad i said.. and the worse, so small little thing she also wanna tell soon har abt it!!! zzz... oh man, i feel like killing these ppl!! they might as well 24/7 carry a tape recorder with them, so they no need to report over again wad's gg on!! the story is this... ytd closing lulu and auntie was doing dessert station. mei was doing sauce.

ME:today so busy comfirm very late then can finish mopping and sweeping, so i wan to do inside the kitchen.. add in a "HAHA".

hongpin: "the more i dun want put you inside."

----------------then in the end , she really put me outside..-------------------------

i said "aiyo, you really put me outside,haha"

Hongpin:" ytd mei do sauce le, today cant possibly ask her do again rite?"

Me:"auntie ytd do dessert so she cant possilly do again rite?"*a smiley face*

"Hongpin:*Feeling Offended* " then ask soon har re-paste the name on the whiteboard lor!"

WTF?!?!?!????!!!!!!!! !#$%@^&*() ))))))))(*&^%$#@!!!!!!!

i was feeling damn fed-up the whole day, so i told myself im gonna go home late to make them mad like hell! lols, okkay i know it was so childish.. WADEVER~ was with wenhai talking and having supper until 2am.. aft tat cab home.. had great fun and talking with him.. hahas.. when i told him abt the 2stories, he was laughing so silly when he looked at my fed-up face.. i dunno wad so funny, but comfirm i must have looked so dumb! lols..

2009-05-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

tis morning i was thinking whether wanna come for school anot since holidays is coming and i cant waittt for it! hahas.. after 5mins thinking it very hard, in the end i still went to school.. hehe.. cause i don feel like wasting my leave so early..

had my breakfast/lunch with my classmates at the first break-out.. it has been long since i went to eat with my classmates.. hehe.. last yr sem2 i didn went out with my classmate before.. sem1 no need to say, cause gt my TOPLESS3~ hehex.. anw, i think can mix well with them.. of cos, im so friendly and talkative and funny... hahahass....

java module grade came out and i was so so so lucky that i can get a C when i partial tat day.. hahass.. damn happy to the max lahh.. hehe.. tat day super duper stress until i cant tahan tats why run away.. i think the faci knows i super stress.. hahass.. shall revise for it during school holiday and pay hard attention on her lesson if not UT die!

ytd i went to have a facial wash and massage.. coslab was having their promotion, so i went to sign on. their massage was a killer.. i always tot it must be very comfortable and relaxing.. but when they do the massage on me, i felt that my nerves were moving from left to right, and then right to left.. then i also felt im having bruises on my shoulder.. damn pain and not relaxing at all! worse part, when they were squeezing out those black heads, the pain was like a person used a needle and poke you million times.. it was a torture lorh! i cant tahan the pain siia.. hahass..

after work, went to have a drink with ahwei at tampines.. i ordered the long island tea.. heard that it was damn powerful, but i feel nothing at all lorh.. and there' s really bloody mary and dunno wad sex in the beach... i always tot only on tv they anyhow say the name one.. lols.. i so sua gu.. okay wadever~hahas..

today dragon boat festival, so must eat dumplings.. hahas.. this year both my ah ma never make the ba zhang.. PATHETIC!! i loved their handmade ba zhang alot lorhh.. it was so yummy especially my paternal's ah ma lorh.. when you eat their dumpling, you can feel their heart and soul plus their effort that have been put in.. tsktsk, too bad she's really very old until no energy to make.. but anw, i went to cold storage to buy 2 dumplings. one for mum the other for me to compensate for not having the handmade dumpling.. better than nv eat rite? hahas.. i went to buy before start work. it was so exaggerating lorhh.. its ard evening time only, and so many flavours been sold out.. zzz.. ytd was my first time buying the dumpling.. and i dun noe how to buy!! i bet the auntie must be laughing so crazily in her heart! LOLS.. i always eat handmade one mah, nv eat outside before so cant be blamed.. hehe..

haiyaa, still thinking whether wanna go sch tml leh.. shall i go?!??? hmmm, maybe 80% not gg?!? shall think abt it again tml morning...

2009-05-25T23:51:00.003+08:00

today is one of my stressful day since the school day starts.. from the beginning of today's lesson, i've been so so so busy until i gt no time to have my meal.. today change team.. good new is tat i group with geralene.. bad new is that its really so lack of manpower!! Louis didn come school today, while the 3 of us were so so so bad in java.. i am so stress and so uptight cause our team were so lack behind of the class.. nonetheless, everyone face the same problem as us too.. faci gt so stress when she's trying to explain to me.. hahas.. but overall she's nice, i guess..

finally, until second break cant tahan anymore, i pon at 130pm! faci was still in the class helping my classmates.. hahas.. really really too stress! i didn went home straight.. i went to compass library to analyse the codes.. i couldn put my mind off until i got the answers! yeas, with much effort put in, i finally knows how! PHEW!!

2009-05-24T20:03:00.011+08:00

Friday:

happiest moment of this day.. ahahas.. cause its simply HAPPY HOUR FRIDAY~!! had a celebration with E35M peeps to celebrate edmund birthday on W5 during second break-out.. and finally we got to have subway at the newly open shop in RP during first-break.. hahas..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EDMUND~!!!

RP's Subway.. lets go in..

Edmund's birthday cake~

jaron and youhuai happily helping to take out the plastic..

Unlighted candles cake..

Lighted candle cakes..

Saturday:

report work at 10am.. which means im doing the opening of the shop.. stated there, reached 10am, but i reached there 915!! had my chicken pie for breakfast took abt 10 mins.. i did finish everything at about 1020pm.. guess wad? i still have to do the mixing of the red bean plus cutting the jelly.. talking about the jelly, ohh my god!! its really killing my life.. i cut the jelly half of the plate, took me about 20mins to cut. and i even cut crooked.. lols.. then ah wei did opening too, laughed at me.. i said to him," laugh wad laugh? my hand is use for holding a pen not a knife, okkay." lols..

during break-time with soon har and hao zhe, tis lecher.. lols.. we were sitting there and having a chit-chat.. soon har said today weekend, sales was bad.. this sampat haozhe said cause ytd everybody go buy toto, nv win so no money come eat ajisen.. zzz.. then from this topic, we were talking about the jackpot lottery.. they were saying if they won the jackpot and got 400million, it can last them for their whole life.. then i butted in: no, to me, i think can only last me half of my life cause i got longer life then you all.. lols.. they give me tat stupid face cause im hinting to them that they are old.. hahas.. soon har not wanting to admit and say, "it depends on how you spent lahh".. i butted back, of cos not enough for me lahh.. if i got $400million, i want to buy a plot of land, build a shopping mall and rent out to ppl.. i still can sign up a slimming program, go plastic surgery, go shopping and etc.. lols..

next interesting topic.. hongpin dunno wad reason see haozhe's hp... then his hp gt porn on his screensaver.. tsktsktsk.. men's nature.. okkay anw, so i was asking him," u put tis picture your wife wouldn angry or jealous meh?".. he said his wife would not.. cause in his life, he hate 2 things: first, he don like ppl to see his wallet, second, he don like ppl to see his hp.. soon har butted in," THIRD, HE DON LIKE PPL CALL HIM A BIG FAT PIG!!"*looking so innocent* LOLSS.. i laughed until stomach cramp.. tis soon har damn bad.. haozhe was stunned, didn know how to react.. LOLS!!!!!!

last but not least, today is ryan and halim's birthday.. they had a same birthday date, same age, same horoscope, same zodic.. hahas.. but different race, different mother, different nationality.. okkay, im talking crap now.. hahass..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HALIM AND RYAN~!!

Sunday:

i wanna go watch a million star with mum and dad now.. hahas.. when the contestant was going to sing the faye wong's song, dad say tis song so easy.. when the stars going to appear, i said," kuai dian jie, xing xing chu xian le" lols.. dad look at me with tat stupid face... hahahass..

2009-05-21T22:12:00.003+08:00

im feeling so stress throughout the day.. ytd slept at 3am, and i feel so shrag! i've been studying the data communication module for today's UT.. know abit here and there.. but still some confusion lingers around my head.. today's UT wasnt enuff time for me to finish up finding the broadcast address! anw, i just left tat qns only. and i think my network address went wrong.. wadever it is~ITS OVER.. when the UT finished, i finally felt so relieved but still felt something so heavy in my heart haven put down yet.. its just like a heavy burden, so hard for me to put it down..

after sch, went straight home to have a nice slp! lols.. and just nice the weather-RAINING~ damn tired.. just now third meeting never pay attention, sleep all the way.. i was so embarrassed when i was caught sleeping by matt.. hahas, stupid! my sleeping posture always so disgraceful..OMG, how i wish i could find a hole and hide my face when he told me he saw my sleeping posture.. lols..

2009-05-20T01:26:00.004+08:00

today i just had my very FIRST UT tis year.. for no reasons, i felt so nervous and anxious. this does not occur to me last year when im having the UT too.. perhaps is those stress and pressure im facing.. hahas.. anw, the paper were quite okkay, just hope everything would go smoothly and not giving me some heart attack, shocked or disappointment stuff.. just like tat freaking database system where i tot i would get an A by putting in so much effort and in the end i got a stupid idiotic B! tis is frustrating lorhh..

data communication module.. don even understand a single shit thing! im doomed on thursday UT. however, tml i will try my very best to understand the topic to prepare for this coming thursday.. actually i felt the UT should held before the lesson rather than at the end of the lesson. if not my heart and mind would always filled up with lots of image on wad kind of questions that the UT will come out ltr. and as a result, im unable to concentrate on the current module.. this is such a disadvantage,agree?!? hahas..

had abt 2hours++ chating with wenhai at the lrt interchange just now.. he's damn funny... lols.. he told me lotsa of things happening over at the kitchen side.. there's internal and external conflict between kitchen staff and floor staff.. anw, im just out of their conflicts.. hahass.. they just held a meeting last saturday but i didn turn up.. i feel so happy when wenhai said tis to me," you are quite efficient in your work." lols.. i agree with this statement totally,100%! everyone lurves to listen to praises one mah... and im not exception.. hehehe... so, from all the story he had told me, i realised so many things and knows their true colours.. they just appeared to be kind but at the back they _________.. somehow tis has make me think of one particular person who are infamous of having this characteristic..