today's last UT(computing) VB and it really suxs. i think i really really gg to die like shit~!! see the grades makes me feel so demoralised and i've no mood in putting effort and work hard. i m having the hack-care attitude and hoping to wait until sem2 to start everything afresh. hope everything would go smoothly for me tis yrs. it has been such a tough year for me tis year. i tried really very hard to get into my life well but there's always things to stop me from doing it. anw, i don bother to care so much.

had a heavy breakfast during meeting one and went back to class. gloria went home early cause she didn understand the topic. i didn noe it too. i very much wan to join her into ponning but i simply cant do it cause i didn wan to make my grades even worse. i dun wanna see the grades below C and i already cant tolerate C grade as it makes my module so ugly and i will feel like killing the faci when they gives me a stupid C =.= worse of all when i am late and there is a red mark being highlighted and deducted by o.5 mark to remind me im late for today's lesson. wth.. tis is such a stupid rule in RP. even u are late for 1min, they would jus hack care u and mark u late..RIDICULAS RITE??!!?? so, if i know i m late for 1min, i will walk ard the sch to slack until 30mins then went back to class cause i didn' want to let the faci have the advantage of it..hahas.. and i really hate tis kind of faci really go law by law.. they just make me have the impression tat they are so RETARD and INFLEXIBLE~!!! i tot RP must learn to be flexible but why aren't the faci making a role model for us. wad will happen if the faci are late? can i say if the faci is late for jus 1min, i deduct 0.5% of ur pay??!!??=.=

so, i didn contribute anything today simply i didn know what to do in the ppt slides and the lesson was kinda boring. had nthing much to do. i tell u wad the whole day the class is doin.
meeting1 at 930 aft the UT, faci explain SOME on the problem statements.
meeting2: inserted few sentences of the code in the excel and everything was done. nthing much more to do. the faci was walking MANY rounds on every team. she kept eye spying on our team as we simply too quiet and we didn have much discussion. when she walked to my team, i was like pretending to do the ws but actual fact, i wasn't doing anything but being a kepo seeing other ppl's blog..hahas.. i guess the faci noes i m faking..hahhas..
meeting3: time for our presentation, and we got 9slides only. we was like present abt 10mins and not many qns was asked. i knew we did badly today and comfirm will get a C.. wth.. aiya, hack care~!!
i was like freaking bored, and wanted to find esther since her class was much slacker than mine. her class was like nobody's business. she went to watch movie with her classmate at cwp. such a idoit..ps me in sch..sobs~!! hahas.. but i managed to get the time pass..hhahas.. i went to browse for a better blogskin to put in my blogger since many ppl complained tat they had difficulties with the cursors. so sry ppl, i will try to find time to put another background so tat u are able to read it comfortable. probably will do it during weekends. jus bear with tis backgrd temp.. sincerely appologises to all..=XD
i kept disturbing lizzy and ask her qns on the blog when our ppt was not done yet..lols.. i guess she was quite irritated by me at tat time cause she do the ppt alone..hahahs.. so sry,bitch..=XD.. started the ppt at 130pm.

aft the lesson, went to ALC(Adventure Learning Centre) at 5pm. so happy tat many ppl in our class actually turned out for the activities.yeas~!! W24Q RAWKS~!!! finally they are so steady and united..lols.. aft short briefing, we started to do those high rope element. it was damn SCARY and the ropes were so SHAKKYYY.OMG, it nearly scare me out of my death.. brian was the first person do it. he's such a hero today..lols.. and i m the last person to do it.. i m so scared and was so kan chiong. my heart beats very fast.. i was up there installing time and see how ppl do it and wad's their strategy. Lizzy was infront of me while Huiqing is infront of her. i dunno whether is huiqing do slow or i do fast.hahhas..=XD cause i managed to keep up behind Lizzy as i m the last and eveyone's attention all will be on me so i would feel a bit of pressurised thus i had to do it fast. when i cross over the rod which was the first activitiy,lizzy told me tis:" hey you look down, there was a hot guy below looking at you,jy~!!" lols.. i was like so scared and she was there joking with me but i understand her intention cause she was trying to encourage me. i was so scared of the 2nd activitiy. it was damn scary cause there are 5 strings of rope hanging and you need to grab them to cross over.Worse, it was SSHHAKKYYYYY..OMG, scared out of my wits. i asked Lizzy to wait for me..lols.. i told her tis," Lazy, wait for me at the end of this activity plz, at most i stop calling u lazy, call u lizzy"..lols.. she did wait for me but she went off to proceed to the next activity when i was almost reaching to the portal. tks for the encouragement and support..hahas.. was so touched you waited for me at the 2nd portal..hahas.. she was sick and caught a severe flu and cough.. so poor thing.. hope she will recover well fast..=D drink more water and tc girl~ anyway, when i was at the last activity which was also quite hard as the rod was SUPER DUPER SHAKY but i managed to pass through, i was there shouting for lihui to help me open the door fast..lols.. my hands were all red and i had sweaty palms. it was really an interesting event and we do enjoy alot of fun. for those ppl who didn turned up, tat is too bad for u.. u had missed the chance.. some more it was so rare opportunities that if you participated in the activities, you would earn 4CE pts provided you write an outstanding RJ rather than going to a boring talk which earned you for 2CE pts. serve you right for not gg..=D but seriously ppl, you wasted it and you didn get to join in the FUN.. wahahahhas... so sad for them..=XD.. ok i sound sarcastic here.. hahas..

after all the activities,Lizzy,Brian,Carol,Feiyan and me went to causeway pt had our dinner at PIZZAHUT. it was lazy's treat. lols.. TKS ELIZABETH LEE SHI XIN FOR THE TREAT~!!! LOVE YOU TO THE MAX~!!! =D we had our dinner and slack over there. we talk and crap alot of things there. they were busy eating and i was busy taking photos at the table we have ordered.hahas.. i know i very lame there taking pics of the food. but i jus wanna put into my blog..heheh.. anw, had some parts of carol's story and i feel that she said has make some sense which had make me think in a positive side of my life. tks carol~ heard some story from lizzy and brian too. we were talking abt r/s.

okay, today's post was quite long as if i was writing a compo.. hahas.. its currently 1219 and i was enjoying writing my blogs. i feel so relaxed after all the UT and got alot of things to say what has happened today. okay.. i gonna post some pics now~

guess wad? today is science module and we are doing mathematics(statistic) today...zzz.. sianzation in class. i m slacker for 2 days in class.=D. its not i dun wanna contribute, is jus tat i dunno how to do.anw, before we went to present, we need to choose the slides. there was nthing much for me to choose cause there was only 9 slides plus the intro. so, i choose the conclusion since there was left with no slides. aft tat, i told my team members:" wad if the faci shoot qns how? i dunno how to ans siia some more i doin conclusion only. aiya, nvm.. i will try my best to help u all shoot her back but before i could do it, i cant even protect myself, i dunno how to protect u all. i just stand in front and shield all of u..u all tc of urself if i die first.. LOLS..ok, i know i am so crappy now.. presented the conclusion and the faci seems unhappy to me cause i didn elaborate much..plz, conclusion how to elaborate siia?!? overall, i managed to pull through during the presentation and able to answer the faci's question. during meeting 2, i was asking brian on how to do, he told me he didn know how to do. okay,nvm.. but he talk until out of points. he told me " today shanti is not shanti, she's being possessed by lilian".. lols..zzz.. then i replied him: " ohh yahh, no wonder today shanti come into the class, she asked whether we know who she is"..LOLS.. damn funny.. we 2 always crap rubbish and says we are compatible.=.= jus cause we are crappy. so lame.. anyway, shanti is my sci faci while lilian is my computing faci.. had my lunch in the meeting one. i was so full, and got so tired suddenly. its SUPER DUPER~!! anw, first team to present again. i wasn't anxious abt it. before we present, we drag the time for abt 1omins. cause we wasn't ready for it and we didn managed to finish it on time. and we only gt 9 slides. all done by Lazy. then the ws was done by Lihui and Huiqing..lols.. gloria and i was slacking in the class during our own stuffs. first time sleep in class at RP. i was really really very tired. when i slept in class, i was reminded by the olden days in the bartley sec as i also slept during my sec sch life..hahahs..=XD.. tml gt ALC and LAST UT~!!! YAYS~!! gt to study now~ buaiz...



taken on monday...

today Science UT, i m gonna die like shit~!! i started to get worried abt my GPA. sianzation~ i m gonna start working DOUBLE HARD on my modules on sem 2- NO PONNING,NO LATE, NO CHABO. study REAL hard since the first day of the lesson.

went home straight away from sch. freakng tired aft came back from lunch. had a heavy lunch and didn do anything aft tat. slack the 2hrs plus in the class. tat was pretty cool..hahahs.. need to study for my UT now to prepare for tml.SIANZATION~ how i wish time is able to travel faster to Friday.

BUAIZ~!!

today is cognitive lesson and my faci(steven yeo) is finally back..hahas.. i wonder which country he has come back from...lols.. anyway, today lesson is on ATTITUDE..so cool.. ATTITUDE DESCRIBES MY EVERYTHING~!! hahas.. i woke up late today as i slept 2am plus ytd. i missed my milo and i just dashed out from my hse. able to catch the earlier bus and it was crowded. i had to stand throughtout the journey.zzz. then when reach sch was quite early, thus went to the foodcourtA there to buy a cup of hot milo. it was damn nice and sweet. and IM LOVING IT~!!hahas.. i cant live without drinking milo in the morning.MILO MAKES ME LOSE CONTROL~!! lols..tis is wad lazy taught me..hahas.. but hers is milkshake..=.= we even quarrel over tis stupid statement b4 until she nearly vomit blood. i was wondering why she didn'..lols..kkies,kidding. then change team cause our class simply is too quiet.=.= i grp with Nadiah,Carolyn,Aildil,Hasif. wah, all so slackers siia, i cant slack..=XD hahahs,kidding. but overall everyone has done their own part and participate in the activities which i think was quite good. and the best part u know wad? carol switch off the main circuit when i was listening to my music and preparing my script, suddenly my lappy blackout. i tot wad has happen..zzz.. i guess tat's my retribution cause last time i do tat to ppl also..lols.. but i didn mean it,ppl...
after school, hang out with my best friend,esther, to bishan. we do shopping and watch the movie.-"10 Promises To My Dog". ermm, to me is quite boring..=XD cause i was super tired and the show didn attract my attention and interest. thus u see, lack of interest and bad ATTITUDE would leads to my behaviour in reacting this way..lols..kkies kkies, don freak readers out from wad i learnt today.anyway, tis my first time dozing off in the movie theatre as my eyes really wanna close.i m sry,babe~!!=XD. anyway, bought a belt there. initially i didn wanna buy anything but esther tempted me..zzz.. hahas..and she's SUPER ................. i dunno wad to say her..lols.. you noe wad? she bought a vest and she kept asking me these qns-" is this nice?" " does it suits me?" " how i gg to match it?" " do i look weird in wearing it?" " do i look fat?"ZZZZZ.. i told her umpteen times it looks nice on her and i jus mean it. she jus continuously keep asking me the qns that makes me ......... i was super tired to ans her the same ans which i told her. i bet she's now keep on admiring on her vest.looks morron.=XD kidding..=) hahahs.. sianzation, tml gt UT and i need to go study now..buaiz..~!! tis is rainbow ice-cream OWNED by esther~!!

Friday:25/7/08
Finally, went out with my marmie whom always put aeroplane on me. Hahas.. Went to tampines there to chill and slack. Went shopping there and I bought a ¾ pants at FOXS. They’re still having sales now..hahas.. So better hurry. I think GSS is over soon. Initially wanted to watch ‘WANTED” but is available at town only. So didn watch in the end. Stayed at starbucks there to talk and slack. Marmie, nice chilling out with you today=). Hope there’s more to come and Lazy is able to join us too. She’s been busy doing stuffs with her bf.zzz. I think I m able to understand her situation. Ok, today is culture and my fav the most. Had a debating during meeting3 with team 4 and we won even though we have not enuff points to argue back with them back but we have statistics to show out our stands. At first we tot we would lose, but all tks to hasif. He knows how to talk..hahas.. Luckily we have him, all the credits fully goes to him. [Examine the following claim: “Gender equality is only a dream, but being reasonable and fair about gender is not.”]. Such a lame but interesting lesson.. hahas.. Had so much fun in the lesson.i always enjoyed the lesson even though my ut suxs like hell. Perhaps is Friday so I will be super hyper..hahas..
Saturday:26/7/08
Slept at 3am plus ytd and woke up at 11am. All tks to my mum who on the radio and tv so loud until it has disturb me. I cant get back to slp but I was still feeling so tired. So I went back to slp again at abt 130pm plus and wake up at 530pm plus. It was such a nice and long slp which I long time didn experience it. So comfortable..hahas.. Since no program for today so slp for all I wan. Decided to start blogging since I promise esther I would do it during weekends. Took me a few hours to write all the story..hahas.. Hope does not bored readers to death but was laughing like moron in front of the lappy..lols..

Thursday: 24/7/08
Supposing today hanging out with my “marmie”,Gloria, but she put me on aeroplane..zzzzzzz… everytime lidat one. Haiss.. So went home early and keep my mum and niece accompany..=) sianzation. Then esther also no program so we intend to hang out aft her bf fetched her home. But aft tat very tired, so nv go in the end. They quarreled again..haiss.. Every time quarrel over trivial matters, aren’t u 2 sick of it? To me, they are childish..=X but as an outsider or friend of hers, I can only do is to lend her my ears, comfort her. See, how gd am i? hahas..Kidding.. Today had a fire drill in sch. Such a lame sch can it be rite? As if we were in sec sch. But actually I m able to understand the sch’s intention..hahas.. But majority seems not to see how gd is the sch. They are jus rehearsing and preparing us jus in case there’s real fire. Ppl don seems to appreciate wad the sch has done for us until things started to happen. We were taking our own sweet time walking to the Assembly Park and cam-whore topless3. We were talking and laughing like a lunatic in our own world. We enjoyed ourselves during the fire drill exercise..lols.. And 3 of us were wearing similar colors of dress code. Black and white. I SWEAR we didn planned it. Simply we have GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE..=) YEAS~!! Aft tat, lazy went off cos she needs to buy present for her bf. So sweet of her..hahas.. Computing and mathematics..haisss..Hated tis module the most. Wanted to pon but see my grades lidat,haiss,forget it. I know I definitely get a C grade and truly she gives me C. wth la, she’s such a ………..

Wednesday:23/7/08
Went to catch movie with esther again. =) nowadays kept on catching movie with esther. We watched the [IT’S A BOY GIRL THING] last Sunday and today we watch the PORM NIGHT. It was a murderer case. The murderer was such a psycho. Killed all the ppl in order to be tgt with his loves one. INSANE NUTS!!~ Quite scary, screamed in the cinema.hahas. She has been spending time with me and has neglected her bf. However, who cares??!!?? Lols.. Is she dates me out first..=) anyway, she enjoys much more fun with me than her bf.. Her bf …………. No words cant describe him and I shall not bitch him in my blog. Don wish to stir any troubles here. Anyway, its their prob not mine and I cant interfere with it. Cant be bothered too!!~ ok, the show was quite nice and I rated 3*** too. Today was learning cell membrane. BIOLOGY, yea!!~ My FAV. I loved bio lesson since my sec sch. My sec was so lousy, only offered it to the express stream. BIASNESS~!! It was such an interesting topic and I LURVE it the MAX!!! I enjoyed the lesson very much. I think I will be able to participate a lot during lesson which means will be NOISY in the class. hahahs.. Too bad, u has to bear with it. Best part, lazy is in my team also... DIE~!! It’s not I die, is the ppl in my team will die..lols.. anw, they are used to it too..hahas..
Shall tell u some bits and pieces of story abt the TOPLESS3 here. Topless3 refers to Elizabeth,ME and Gloria. Topless 3 is labeled by lazy while I labeled both of them Gloria as marmie and Elizabeth as lazy. I give Elizabeth ,”lazy” not cause she’s lazy is cos of her name. Shall tell u why. Elizabeth cut short her name, call herself lizzy. I feel lizzy sounds like lazy so decided to call her LAZY. lols.. I think she must be pissed off at tat time..hahas.. but really so funny. ELIZAEBTH à Lizzyà Lazy. Gloria, is another close fren of mine. She’s my “MARMIE”..lols.. noe why? Cause she call me hoon.hahas… I know is lame but she’s so funny also. Always say me crazy also cause of the inheritance tat has been passed down from her body..hahhas.. So I crazy she more crazy..hahahs.. CRAZY mother and nuer. Anyway, 3 of us were very close. Soon, sem2 is coming, and we shall be separated. Anyway, b4 the holidays started, lazy already has drift us apart. Sadness.. u noe why? Cause of a guy.. damn bastard, gt bf don wan fren. Then break up come find us. Wtf.. I hate tis part. As if we were their spare tires. Ok, I am not trying to say particular abt anyone is jus tat I cant stand tis kind of person. So lazy, don get so agitated or wanna vomit blood or angry with me cause I seriously not saying abt u. I M SERIOUS!! SWEAR!! Perhaps, I haven came across or understand on how was love is like, so I don comment much BUT I can GURANTEE that if I gt LOVES I wont FORGET my FRENS.100% guarantee plus warranty!!~Anyway, nowadays I missed brickering with lazy cause she now is bickering with her bf mostly and has no time to fight with me..hahas.. damn funny la she.. Always say she very angry with me and yet she still can laugh with me at the same time..lols.. We cant team tgt in a grp one cause we definitely fight over the sentences of English. Hahahs.. Though we always quarrel, but we play play only. This situation looks similar like me and esther when we were in sec sch.hahahs.. anyway, Lazy always say she wanna vomit blood, so I recommend her to go to the blood donation drive there to wait for ppl to donate to her..lols.. But seriously, she has changed quite a lot when she’s in love..hahas.. It was so unlike her unusual style, perhaps its cause she’s in love tats why she reacts tis way. Anyway, 3 of us would always laugh and laugh like nobody business and I know my words and actions are so funny tat can make them laugh until stomach cramp. I noe I am acting like a clown and FOC entertainment ..hahas..but I don mind..=)

Tuesday:22/7/08
Today, the PRESIDENT, MR S.R.Nathan, came to our sch. Thus, the sch ended as early as possible. Hahas.. So nice. The president came to our sch and everyone seems to be so excited. I did participate in the activity with esther. We went not because of wanting to see the president but gg there to scream and clap to get 1 stupid CE pt. hahas, stayed there abt 30 mins and went off. I guess the president must be upset tat some ppl participate in the activity to welcome him cause there’s CE pts earned and nt cause of seeing him. Anyway, the time seems to be early and we were reluctant to go home. Thus, decided to catch a movie at cwp. WEDDING DAZE. Quite hilarious movie. NC16, and I am able to watch it!! When 18 yrs old, I wan to go watch M18. Tat time sex in the city, cant watch. Stupid!! Cause my birthday haven over yet. Heard it was quite a nice show. Damn idiot and wasted!!~ Then when 21 yrs old, wanna watch RA..lols.. Must expose to all sorts of things..=) Hahas.. Starting it was quite boring, but overall it was quite a nice ending. Got time or are sad, you can go watch it. This movie deserves 3***,hahas.. Aft the movie, gt to rush home to do my stupid rj and quiz. Damn bo liao howework ever in my life. =XD

Monday:21/7/08
Nthing much abt today. Just that I went home early aft sch which was quite rare.. hahas.. cause I always hang out with frens and came home as late as possible..hahas.. I hate gg home early and doin nthing. Don wish to be harass by my niece,charlotte..=) hahas, kidding. She actually tends to be more naughty and always harass me and my dad but I always love to bully her..lols.. ok, I noe you will say I m such a bad aunt. But too bad, she’s small and when I was young, I also always kana bullied by my elder sis. I guess its retribution. wahahhas, her nuer have to help her marmie to make up for me.. hahahs.. but I really cant stand the part when I am eating and she always by my side keep on pestering on me which has makes me couldn’t eat comfortably. She’s so dua bui(fatso)..hahahs,kidding.. Anyway, I meet my mum at compass. Went to cold storage there to buy some stuffs and of cos most of the things is my FAV. I LURVE MY MARMIE~!! I noe I m her best nuer and she dotes me a lot. =) I noe you will say I bhb, but tis is a fact and you cant deny or envy it..hahahs.. My cog faci didn come today and here comes the replacement. Wahh, he’s such a irritating pest. Keep on shooting at my team cos we sit in the middle and we are quiet. I swear he’s the only faci which irritates me most. But he gives me a B grade at the end and I think he’s a nice faci.LOLS..ok, I noe I m being realistic..=XD but seriously, I really don’t like him much initially. Every faci came to our class; they would say we are very quiet. But we are comfortable abt it. So cares so much for wad??!!? Okok, I admit there’s lack of fun in the class . Overall, all of them in fact are very nice classmates though I noe they sometimes jus cant stand my noisiness .hahas.. I guess the only faci tat I like most would be the Hans and Adrian. Adrian was the replacement of the culture. They are such a damn funny ppl and they able to take my joke. Some faci could not take the joke.

Overall, she's my FAV niece i would always adore and dote on her..=)

I LURVE HER!! :)

My First Precious Words~
Hiies dude and babe readers, yea~!! This is my first post of this blog. Yea yea~!! Actually this has been created on Wednesday when I was having my science modules. My best friend esther, helped me created this blog.. wahahhas, tks babe, love you to the MAX!!~ Seriously, I dunno what she has been doing in the class while I was in the class busy doing my researchers and preparing the ppt slides. She was so slacky in the class helping me to create it enthusiasm. .hahas. Was so happy she helped me create but didn help her bf..lols.. I feel so HONOURED.=) W24K, ESTHER TEO IS THE SLACkER IN THE CLASS. LOLSz, kidding.. Anyway, knew her since we were sec1 in tat Bartley sch whr we also graduate from there. Remembered that we always quarrel over trivial matters and now we were as close as sisters. Some people even tot we were TWINS!!~ We do look alike..=) that time we were so childish. She keeps on banging on my table and I keep on kicking on her chair. LOLS, we were like enemies. She was just sitting in front of me. Then when during examination, we need to sit by register nos. this time I was sitting in front of her. And we did the opp things. She kicks my chair and I bang her table. LOLS.. damn funny. Time passes very fast and sometimes I would miss the olden days whr we would play until crazy tgt. Now, we have grown up and we are in the SAME sch, SAME lvl, DIFFERENT class. Hahas. We seems to be destined or was it s’pore is such a small place? Anyway, I think is a blessing cause I knew many ppl would envy us on no matter on friendship or sistaship. =) 6 yrs of friendship is rare and doubt few ppl would come across tis. Anyway, who cares?!?.. hehe, kidding. I VALUES FRIENDSHIP~!! You must be thinking why until now I started to blog since it has been opened a few days ago.[ Reason being: LAZY=) ] PEER INFLUENCE BY ELIZABETH~!!=XD Later then tell u more abt the topless 3 in W24Q. my twin sista,esther..hahas.. do we look alike?

Topless3: Elizabeth(Lazy), gloria(Marmie), ME~

tis my marmi,Gloria =)

this is lazy,elizabeth, my bitch!=XD

●Chua Soo Hoon
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