.Saturday, May 29, 2010 ' 7:00 PM Y
aiyoyo...
the more i dun want it to happen, the more it would happen..
went to see the doctor and had confirmed i had chicken pox right nowwwwww...
went to see 2 doctors
one say is im allegy, the other say im having chicken pox..
mum say im too heaty...
dad say i chicken pox...
colleagues also say i chicken pox..
lastly i say, izzit i contracted HIV???
hahahas...
wad happens if i really left 3 months to live?!???
it just came at a wrong timing...
i realise i had alot of things waiting for me to do
but now i cant do anything at all..
just had to wait for my recovery...
the feeling is terrible now or rather sux..
when itchy and i cant scratch..
feel so hungry but don have the mood to chew the food..
the uclers on my mouth is so pain to the max..
i got to stop working..
my face got so many big red spots..
i felt im like a clown when i faced my customers ytd.
i had to tolerate those ppl looking at me strangely, pointing at me, saying my those spots..
usually these ppl are ignorant, esp ___________ ..
they are just afraid that i would spread to them..
wadever~
if you are destined to die, is there any way that you can escape?
god wants to take your life, nothing can ever STOPS it..
today specially planned for our second honeymoon already...
but had to unwillingly and reluctantly cancelled it away..
i know baby is very disappointed but then .............
im so sorry X1000...
i know you very understanding one de rite??? HAHAHA...
but don worry, i will make it up to you.. =DDD
provides my fast recovery and before your new job starts..
people say when you are in difficulties,
you will know who is genuinely good to you and who is not...
yes, i truly know now...
baby a bit angry with me but still come and visit me...
he's care and concern, his love makes me feel that my sickness is all worth it...
he also bought me my favourite FOURLEAVE bread...
hahahahha...
mum also cook porridge for me..
brew herbal tea for me to dispel all the heatness in my body...
touched is touched.
but hopefully i can faster recover by next week..
i really wanted to do a lot of things, esp my FYP!
but first thing first, i want to go pray after my recovery..
things wasn't goes as smooth in my family recently...
