.Thursday, April 30, 2009 ' 11:57 PM Y
i feel so so so irritated NOW...
her smile always give me tat feeling as if she was like mocking at me or despise-ing me! i hate it.. perhaps its i think too much or wad, but i just cant help feeling this way.. i dunno why whenever she appears in front of me, i would just suddenly flare up my temper and sometimes i would feel so lost, dunno wad to do next.. i simply hate this feeling! a promise she once made in the ppt as evidence, she just broke it as if its nobody business..i trusted her so much, how could she hurt me just lidat?!? being harmed by closer ppl ard you hurts deeply..how true it is!i guess you will nv ever know i fear to hopby your blog because after reading the contents, i feel so empty for no reasons. however, i knew the day when she make tat promise is filled with sincerity and integrity but why she don hold her promise just like before? have she ever put herself into my shoe?? she will never ever understand my feeling because she's capable of hurting someone's feeling!
Fruitty Day will be coming, i doubt there's any celebration gg on.. anw, forget abt it cause its meaningless starting from today. i swear this would be the last time i will be posting abt this person, last time having any unrelated contacts! last but not least, i will try HARD to earse this day and this person!
i dunno whether she would ever read this post. but one thing im very sure is that even though you had read it and wanting to make any amends, its too late.. cause i no longer can accept it.. and i think my BIGGEST regret in my life is to enter into RP same as you!
i've finished venting out my anger! i hate to express out my feelings because i don like ppl to know how i felt especially an emo side of me.. i know tis post reflects out all my negative side and all my weakness, but then its very hard to suppress this stupid, irritating, suxs feeling. and i've tolerate it for few mths.. my patient has reached the max and slowly turning into volcano which is gg to erupt.. caution, don touch my tails..
. ' 12:32 AM Y
* PIG CHER TIMESSS...~~
this is the Moonlight Okos.. Under Botehju~
this is the BBQ sticks. Under Sesson..
Gloria cant wait to cut the Okos into parts.. hahas..
She cant wait to eat up the Okos.. lols.. cant be blame cause its simply so YUMMY..
The Topless 3
Me And Gloria
Last But Not Least, with Elizabeth~
THE END~~~!!!!
PS:pardon for those blurred pics, cause these are taken by lizzy's bf.. =xDDD
.Wednesday, April 29, 2009 ' 11:56 PM Y
today i had so much fun with Topless 3.. hahahas.. 100 CHEERS to TOPLESS 3=)))
had an outing with gloria and lizzy, plus lizzy's bf at the newly open shopping mall at Tampines One.. heard that it was damn big the shopping mall but i think it wasn as nice to shop as JP.. hahass.. while we were planning our outing ytd, we make a rule by saying whoever is late shall be the late pig while whoever put aeroplane will be flying pig.. now i gg to announce the results.. in the end the 3 of us are LATE PIG.. lols.. i tot i will be late, but who knows the other 2 pigs is late too! watch wolverine movie tgt.. quite a nice show cause all the way its very kan chiong-ing scenes... hahas.. i like the part whereby a girl had the ability to psycho ppl.. how i wish i had tat gift from the god, so tat i can psycho ppl to give me money.. lols..
next, had dinner at MANPUKA which is the Japanese Gourmet Town.. saw xuejian and alan over there.. hahas.. they were so shocked.. anw, the queue was so longg.. me and gloria were sharing the moonlight okos and the bbq food.. xuejian and alan were stationed at the AOBA stall.. i didn went to buy their food cause soon har says doesn taste nice.. but lizzy had the ramen which specially flown from Hokkaido at the AOBA stalls there.. lols.. and finally i gt to try the real food as my uclers currently in healing process.. hahas.. last week was really a torture for me..
*PS: Mapuka is under Mr Takahashi Kenichi tats why i know their food product clearly..hahas.. and Ajisen is one of his franchising.
over the dinner we had so much craps and jokes to talk abt.. we were like back to those old days where we would usually laugh until stomach cramp whenever we had lunch tgt at our school canteen and also on our way back to class.. then tis gloria said she feels so specially young tonight cause laughing can makes a peron looks much younger.. lols.. however, i rbm my teacher once told me before we will become FAT cause when you need to open up your mouth to laugh and all the air will went inside our stomach.. hahas, anw, its been long that we had so much fun man.. shall had another outing tgt alrite,topless 3??.. prolly nx week, i guess...
had school tml.. shall sleep after i've upload the pics..
buaiz
.Tuesday, April 28, 2009 ' 11:35 PM Y
ytd i waited for dad until 1am plus after finishing my RJ, quiz all tat.. he still haven reach home.. i was abit worried abt him, thus i called him up.. he told me he wont be back home.. i slept with my mum last night, enjoying in her air-conditioned room.. hahas.. though my mum appears to be sleeping soundly, but i know deep down she couldn get to sleep as she was worried abt dad.. while me, sleeping quite soundly throughtout the day.. lols.. my right eyes kept twitching but i have no sense of any bad things gonna happen.. *touchwood*.. hopefully everything goes well for me..
HOORAY~ tml off day.. So Happy.. hahas..
tml shall see who is the flying pigg(always put aeroplane) and the late pigg..(the slow poke).- Topless3.
.Sunday, April 26, 2009 ' 3:44 PM Y
STARS AWARD 2009
Lets See Who Will Get it..
.Thursday, April 23, 2009 ' 9:37 PM Y
today i gt a long story to say..
firstly, on my way to school, i was listening to FM station.. the topic was talking about a parent discipline their own child.. one parent told the DJ that her son was very naughty when he was young. she was angry over head and used the hot iron burnt it on his hand.. omg, this is so ruthless.. after tat, his son had learnt his lesson and did not hate his mum for leaving a scar on his hand.. back to think in the past when i was once being rebelious, despite now too, hehe, i was lucky that my parents did not resort to such violent punishment on me.. to me, i had no any bad memory that i was being punished severly by my parents.. because the only thing they would do is to use a cane and hit me a few times, tats it.. hahass... how lucky and pampered i am!
secondly, i had a sudden urge of doin facial wash.. but then im afraid that i couldn afford to the end of the treatment as im currently paying for my braces.. when i said tis to gloria: " you think i should go for a facial wash? i scared ltr half way i pay for my facial wash, unable to pay for my braces, i die." LOLs, then tis gloria laughed until stomach cramp over my random sentence.. zzz.. then tis silly girl treat me bubbletea makes me kept gg to the toilet during third meeting.. i was wondering why it didn occur her on gg to the toilet.. lols! so i PM her why she didn went to the toilet.. i know its lame, hahass...
thirdly, i just received a sms from ryan, said alex cheah has passed away last monday due to an accidence.. omg, tis is freaking scare me out of it.. he passed away so suddenly and he was once very good friend of mine.. Plus, he had called me two weeks ago.. this is damn scary.. hopefully he wont call me.... eeeee, touchwood.. PUI PUI PUI!
lastly, my uclers seriously is killing me to the max, i swear! my stomach kept grumbling but i wasn in the mood of biting any food.. any food that appears in front of me kills my appetite totally! how pathetic im.. i just wan to go slp to avoid the pain..
.Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ' 11:23 PM Y
today lesson was pretty easy, so it doesn't switch me off just like ytd. LUCKY! after class, rush off to work and im late.. hahass.. long queue for the bus 161 tat makes me late..
currently, im suffering like hell.. guess what?!? i kana 4 uclers in my mouth.. both sides on my cheek and 2 on upper lips.. its killing me like shit! i tot i would be very lucky for not having it as starting of the few days i dint have any problems.. but today i gt F-O-U-R came tgt! OMGG... this is cause by the friction between the metal thingy and my smooth inner lips... tsk tsk.. and my lips were so dry.. apply the lip balm doesn seems to help.. i got no choice, so ask my mum to get me herbal tea tml.. guess im too heaty.. hahass..
WHEE~ so fast tml wed and no school.. WHOOHOO~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i can slp late tonight.. YAY~~~
.Monday, April 20, 2009 ' 10:39 PM Y
first day of school...
reach the interchgn quite early, meet up with gloria in the morning.. we had so many things to catch up with one another.. hahas.. so went to sch tgt, sit down had a drink over at the koufu there.. couldn't drink my fav milo=( in the end, i choose ribbena. gloria's treat... hahas.. had lunch with topless 3.. finally we are back to 3 and not 4(the desperate housewife).. LOLS!..
entered my new class, saw so many unfamiliar faces.. some ppl saw before but dunno them.. had a "quick" ice-breaker but the ice doesn seems to break tat well.. classmates were okkay, quite friendly.. got 2 hyperactive in my grp.. lucky for them so the group wasnt tat jialuk.. at least it shows the faci tat we were communicating.. ahhas.. tats right! COMMUNICATION is the topic of the lesson.. as usual in RP=.= faci was alrite too, but abit lou-sou(long-winded).. during presentation, i kept stumbled with words.. im too nervous for it as i didn present for a long time, so wasn't quite used to it.. plus wearing the braces had become a factor of having difficulties in pronunciation.. a simple word like "fish" im unable to said it properly.. tat stupid mei kept desiao me.. zzz..
the timing of the lesson changed totally.. report school at 915am.. first break out at 1015.. and lastly, which is the MOST IMPORTANT FACTOR, school ends at 345pm.. OMGG, so cool.. though the break had cut short quite alot, but dismissed class earlier.. so shiok to the max.. guess tats the MOST happier and enjoyable thing tat i've gt in RP since last year.. and, wednesday off day-NO SCHOOL~ HIPP HIPP HOORAY~
after school went cousin house to return her those tapes.. her bed was damn cosy and springy.. gt the urge to stay at her house.. hahas.. but i think mine would be much better.. hehe..
okkay, i gotta do my rj and quiz all tat..
buaiz..
Labels: Back To School
.Sunday, April 19, 2009 ' 10:44 PM Y
OMGGG.. the day which im NOTT looking VERYY forward have arrived... school starts tml... awwww~ no more slping late at night and have to drag myself waking up before the sun rise... nonetheless, i guess tonight im unable to slp into my dreamland.. LALA~WORLD..
anw i finally wear my first braces last friday.. i swear the pain increases double than last time.. same as last time, extract lower 2 teeth.. but it was excruciating.. many times i gt the urge to pluck out the braces cause it makes me damn fed-up with it.. the feeling was like im wearing fake teeth and have obstructed my daily routine of eating! the food is damn easily stucked! and i have to brush my teeth after EACH and EVERY meal! TROUBLESOME~ but then the trouble is im the one who finds it.. no choice.. for the sake of it, i shall tolerate for TWO YEARS.. ANDD, im sure i will miss out alot of my favourite food..
some ppl is irritating.. for example my dad.. he knows i can only eat porridge and he tries to tempt me with fried bee-hoon this morning.. zzz... irritating.. but lucky the pain makes me no appetite.. at the same i can go on diet too.. wahhahasss...
okkay, shall see my new classmates tml.. i gotta pack my bag and prepare my clothes for school now.. hope everything would goes smoothly for me tml.. God bless.. AMEN.. BUAIZ~
Labels: Back To Square One
.Wednesday, April 15, 2009 ' 6:42 PM Y
this week is a totally boring and life-less week! cause it left me ard 4 more days towards school days.. OH MY GOSHHH~!!!!! im enjoying my holidayss to the MAXXX now..and the reasons for not looking forward to school start is because i have to re-adapt my new class, my new classmates... and the worse is tat i have to crack my brain over those stupid presentations, and make up story in my RJs..
ARGGGHHHH~
just wish the time would stop right NOWW, or another way would be that 20th april 2009, would never exist in the calendar.. so i will be in my holiday forever.. wahahhasss..
NONONONONO~!!!!!!!!!!!
Labels: Not Looking Forward To School...
.Tuesday, April 7, 2009 ' 3:06 PM Y
PAIN PAIN PAIN IS KILLING ME TO THE
MAXXXXXXXXXXXXXX~!!!
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i was late for my dental appointment tis morning.. lucky i don need to wait for few hours as im the first patient.. hehe.. surprisingly, today i didn have any dental probia in fact im so couageous.. WHEE~ SO PROUD OF MYSELF =DDD
during the process, the doctor injected the aesthetic.. my upper lips went all numb and i felt it turned into a sausage.. cause the feeling was so numb, the lips become so thick and totally have no feelings.. after finished, the aesthetic started to wear off.. OMGGGG, its killing me to the max, i swear.. i went to sleep to avoid the pain, BUTTTT, it makes me even more awake.. hack care, i forced myself to sleep no matter wad.. and, i haven eaten a thing yet from morning until noww.. my mum cooked porridge for me ever since we reached home until now haven done yet.. i dunno wad kind of porridge took ages to be donee... wthhhh, and i needa wait for it to cool before i can consume.. actually im not so hungry but i need some taste on my tastebud.. i kept sucking the blood to stop it from bleeding.. guess i can become vampire in the day.. zzz.. and somehow i felt today's saliva seems to be much more than usual..
wake up from sleep, the pain has gone.. i guess i dun need the medicine anymore...
.Saturday, April 4, 2009 ' 9:17 PM Y
SHOP SHOP SHOP~
SHOPPING SPREEEEEEEEEEE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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ytd's experience in JP had cause me to went back there continue my shopping again.. and the most funniest part was tat after i came back home ytd, i kept introducing my mum all the shops and food over there.. she was tempted to the max.. so today we went there for shopping spree.. hahass.. its really worth shopping over there but cause a big hole in my wallet.. awwww.....
. ' 1:03 AM Y
today i went to jurong point-Ajisen/Botehju.. the place was damn super big and im the only one doing the sweeping and mopping.. zzz.. and its really really really SSSOOOO FARRRRRRRR from my house.. reached home at 12am SHARPP when i took the mrt at 1046pm... mum and dad strongly object me from gg there but i insisted on it.. they got no choice but to go along my wish.. hehe... i just wanna gain some experiences working on other outlet as well as observing how's other outlets working style is like.. overall, it was a great experiences i've gained over there.. if i were given a choice, i would like to stay there work if it was near my house.. =DDD cause the ambience seems to be vey fun just like thomas in CP last time..
anw, back on saying thomas this choo choo train........... he asked me to go there help him in the end he was on leave.. zzzzzzzz... the feeling was like being put on aeroplane when you are on a first date with stranger alone... lucky im familiar almost 3/4 of the menu as 1/4 was from the soba and okos, tats why im not kana bullied by the staffs over there.. hahass.. actually i've already sense tat thomas might not be around in the shop but i didn expect it to be so spot-on.. but then i met Ayko-san.. he don recognise me but i did! cause when i first met him was at CP on my first day there.. hehe.. he was from HQ coming down to do survey... he's real japanese.. WHOO~"konichiwa"
last but not least, i've found a new place for shopping.. yes, jurong point.. the shopping mall alone already so big wads more the shop! suppose to start work at 5pm but i reach there at 3pm plus.. waiting for time to pass, i went shopping.. hahas.. its women's nature, cant be blame.. hehehe.. oh my god, i saw so many things i feel like buying.. im gonna go back there again to real shoppppp!!!!
