Little MissySuYun ♥

.Friday, October 31, 2008 ' 2:08 AM Y

see the time now.. haha.. currently its 2.09am.. i jus woke up and i could't get back to sleep.. im seriously in love with this song right now,"one step at a time" by jordin sparks.. this song is damn nice.. fell in love straight after i heard it from someone's blog.. hahas.. i had a 15hrs of sleep ytd.. it was such a nice sleep.. no one come and disturb me and it seems like very long i didn had a good slp le.. if u had seen me, my eye bag is getting darker.. ohmygosh.. i needa do smth abt it.. i guess i would have a lot of time to spare, so i can slp as much as possible.. hehe..

i finally met xiiaomei tat day on tues.. hahas.. as well as ryan.. its been long time i didn see them le.. especially xiiaomei.. miss her greatly.. unlike her.. nv miss me one.. lols... tat day, it looks like everyone was ard but lack of someone.. guess who??!!??? yeas, thomas~.. somehow, i felt there's lack of something whenever he's not ard.. the ambience and the day is so different. his voice was so loud and crystal clear tat he can make a dead person woke up from the coffin.. lols.. im not lying and its true.. you should go vivo there and try listening to his voice.. especially when "alikato gozinemasta", we always would echo" gozinemasta" behind him.. me and xiiaomei had great chemistry sometimes too.. cause we would say tgt at a same time.. and the sound was damn nice.. but when we does tat, all the customer would look at us.. lols.. cause it was damn loud for them.. hahas.. but i don like "AJISEN YUKOSO".. hahas.. sounds nt nice.. but now, when i am greeting, there's no one echoing behind me..it was like there's no one to support me.. however, when there's weibin,xiaomei and ryan.. they sure would say tgt with me.. except tat stupid jimmy always do opposite of me one.. lols.. anw, work with the new leader, soon har aka su xia for a few days le.. i do not develop tat kind of chemistry with her same as thomas.. it was like... erm... very hard to describe.. i guess xiiaomei and ryan would understand the feeling is like how.. i feel tat su xia would not be like thomas tat help us to fight for our rights.. for example, like help us fight for the schedule.. this stupid Lai only wants to find ways to cut off all the PT.. has she ever wonders who will be the one tat help those FT when they are on off days??!!?? she's damn brainless.. jus like wad compass ajisen's fav word,"DA FAN SHU".. i feel that they should transfer a guy manager whom is still young and eligible bachelor.. wahhahas... can u imagine, gt so many female staffs over there?? really will feel sien 1/2 when there's so few guys to look at.. hahas.. at least gt a guy manager can see everyday so we have the motivation to work.. hahahs.. agree, xiiaomei??!!??

anw, to (ryan, xiiaomeii,alex, KY, thomas, weibin... still gt anyone i've missed out? ) when pei me watch COFFINNNNN???!!???? i shall arrange one day we all should go out tgt as a family.. wahhahas.. cant wait for tis day to come.. and i m gonna plan one day to go to vivo visit thomas and also see how's tat place look like.. i think will be the same old peeps plus MEI CHING, my da jiieee.. hahahs... mei ching is damn nice person to get along with too... if she wasn't being controlled by her bf alot, she sure have great fun with us too.. ahhas.. shall MSG or PM me when ya all free.. hehe.. :D

lastly,have a gd rest peeps..
buaiz..

我煮菜你洗米吃嗮的碗碟我洗，你不再去睇第二的女仔，我也不好去沟仔

.Monday, October 27, 2008 ' 11:52 PM Y

thomas had his last meeting with all the staffs ytd at COMPASS AJISEN.. sadly to say, another joker gone.. comfirm will sien 1/2 one.. but, we still have to move on with our lives,right??!!??.. but i jus don wish when i am enjoying my happiness, time will pass very fast.. while sadness took very long to pass by me.. i still miss those days when im still a rookie.. being desiao by thomas every moment and being taught by those crews very meticulously. everyone had the fun tgt.. share joys and burden tgt jus like a family.. just like wad thomas had said everytime during meeting. i guess when he leave this place, things will change alot. all the fun and joys will gone slowly. i m really really tat relunctant to move on and face tis kind of situation. it makes ppl heart wench. perhaps i may have the chance to go vivo to work with him plus ryan.. ahhas.. in fact, im really very looking forward to it.. everything wll be new there. and can work with thomas once again. not only him, alex, xiaomei, KY, jimmy,ryan and some other more staff are really really very fun ppl to hang out... i enjoyed spending every moment with them.. i know i said it many times but it is really very hard to find these kind of ppl to form a clique.. i can only say its our fate.. i had tat feeling, one by one will slowly leave compass ajisen.. either they quit or they will be transfered to other outlets.. i think i will be the last to leave them.. anw, wish thomas all the best in wadever he do..

THOMAS TAI, YOU WILL BE GREATLY MISS BY XIIAOYUN.. MY BIG BRO ALWAYS~!!!!

specially dedicated this song to thomas tai:Dao Xiang 稻香 - Jay Chou 周杰伦

i dunno whether he will be sad to depart from us but i noe i will miss him alot.. he's really a nice manager which i ever had in my life.. after all, we had been tgt for abt 3mths plus. the time was so short and yet we can bond really tat well.. in fact we were so close with one another.. we play and work tgt.. most imptly, when we are in trouble, we always be there to support one another..

after work, thomas, alex, KY, xue jian, wei bin and me chill outside 7-11.. chill awhile and home sweet home.. somehow, i felt tat it was so incomplete when we had the so call celebrating thomas's leaving.. anw, i hope i can get out of this terrible feeling soon. i believe i still can find some fun there after thomas had gone to another outlet. he will be remembered in compass ajisen as he groomed each and every one of us. anw, we took some pics during our break and is in thomas's hp. guess i need some time to get the pics from him. for your info, he very slow pok in msn.. hahahs.=xD shall update the pics once i get it..

Labels: ajisen

我煮菜你洗米吃嗮的碗碟我洗，你不再去睇第二的女仔，我也不好去沟仔

.Saturday, October 25, 2008 ' 10:32 PM Y

as usual, working during the weekends.. did the opening and had a long break.. intend to go home and sleep.. damn tired... but who knows my bag is under the sofa. i forgot to put it at the counter.. i had to wait for the customer to leave.. didn punch my card but luckily i didn forget it.. hahas.. if nt will kanna fine.. KY off today but he came to find me during my break..

then during evening, i was so happy.. my mum and sis came to ajisen to have their dinner.. lols.. at tat point, i was so surprised tat they would come down to my workplace and eat.. hahas.. the feelings was so much indescribable. usually they wont eat this kind of stuff because they dunno how to appreciate IT.. jus like i dunno how to appreciate their food. ahh.. wadever.. we have different taste bud.. too bad~:xD

我煮菜你洗米吃嗮的碗碟我洗，你不再去睇第二的女仔，我也不好去沟仔

.Friday, October 24, 2008 ' 2:12 PM Y

taken at the ZARA fitting room

eating at the cafe cartel.

my chocolate ice blend.. ahhas..

esther's orea ice blend

the food we ordered.

my birthday cheesecake :D

and tis is my "birthday present" balloon.

esther's birthday
ice-cream waffles(vanilla,chocolate & raspberry)
can represent topless3.. hahas.. okkay, its random..

come, i fed tis birthday girl.. lols.. open ur mouth BIGG BIGG~

finally its TOPLESS 3's turn to feed one another.. lols..
topless 3 bonding time

this is the "special meal" i've prepared for birthday girl.

this is the flower i bought for her.
intends to make her malu but mission failed.. hahas..
P/S: the flowerist says can buy rose to represent friendship.
anw, red rose means passionate love.

see how blissful her face is?? zzz

had our latest dinner at:

my fav chocolate ice blend.. hahas..

cheese fondue.. i lurve cheese tooo..

especially is those melted one. it simply melts in my heart.. =D

we went to Build-A-Bear too~ hahas..

this is the final product after all those meticulous dressing and grooming by esther..

and she made a name for this new born bear..

this is the certificate

Lastly, home sweet home~

我煮菜你洗米吃嗮的碗碟我洗，你不再去睇第二的女仔，我也不好去沟仔

. ' 9:40 AM Y

HEY PEEPS~!!! its almost been a week tat i haven been blogging for so long.. wahahahss.. shall update wad i did recently.. ohh gosh, i dunno i should start from where.. i suppose this would be a VERY VERY VERY long post.. so bear with me..=xD lets start talking on monday..

Monday 20/10/08:
after my presentation, i went off.. the faci was damn good. i jus said im leaving and he jus replied me:" ok, take care and enjoy your holidays".. followed by a smile.. lols.. gd rite?? and he giv me a B.. whahahas.. so i reach home ard 4plus.. waited for my mum until almost 6 to reach compass there to do my banking stuff.. the service at the OCBC was damn BADDD.. i almost gonna flare up my temper at her.. she talk to me was really damn RUDEEE, ok~!!! wtf... im the customer lehh... lidat talk to me until buay song lidat... then i brought my mum along cause i didn noe wad to do all those stuff.. and guess wad??? we had a fight over there... can imagine how angry and frustrated i am at tat time??!!??? zzz.. ask her to come in listen and see wad's gg on.. she didn wan. she stayed outside the bank wait for me to do finish. then when im done.. she down there kpkb.. say how come nv put her name inside? why dun do joint acc?? how come no book?? wthhh... i damn pissed off with her lorr.. had my dinner at the curry san there.. it was nt tat nice.. the rice was so sticky and i hate to eat those rice like balls because it tastes disgusting.. then when i reached home ard 8plus. my mum didn helped me to record my 9pm show. zz.. so i complain abit la.. she down there flare up her temper to me again.. zzzz... wthhh..... i m too lazy to say anything to her.. im damn fed-up lor... if she didn wan help me to record, can inform me wad.. im in my room doing my things, and i didn see the time.. how i noe she wouldn't wanna help me record.. zzz.. damn shit head lahh..

Tuesday 21/10/08:
after school, i chiong doing my rj and quiz all tat. then went to meet KY.. watch eagle eye. it was an action movie.. quite nice and very kan chiong.. hahas.. when i reached home ard 12am plus.. had another conflict with my mum again.. this time, my dad was involved too.. cause i've been coming back home very late.. my mum knew wad's hapening.. i noe she disapprove it.. but i noe wad im doin, and i reassured her nthing will develop even further.. she jus simply don trust me.. zzz.. i just went back into my room.. i was so tired when i reached home.. i just hope to have a peaceful place for me to rest. but everytime the moment i stepped into the house, i had to face all these kind of nuisance!!!

Wednesday 22/10/08:
had my ut in the morning.. aft tat i went home.. the faci was gd enuff to give me a D.. lols.. i tot i would get a F cause i left during the first meeting. anw, hack care.. had a celebration with esther.. tis girl was damn smart.. she can predict wad im gg to do.. zzz... she spot-on 3things i suppose to do. firstly, i went to cold storage shopping for food. initially i wanted to bake a cake.. but no oven.. then too bad.. but i gt a master(matherine) to teach me lah, of cos.. hahas.. but in the end.. i prepared a meal for her.. she's so lucky cause she's the first to taste my cooking.. lols.. actually nt bad leh, my first time cooking.. the food taste good even though it has turned cold. hahas.. and of cos, i gt my mum to help me.. hehe.. and we had a conflict again..my mum nt happy i dirty the kitchen.. zzzz... i've been quarreling with her these few days.. but for the sake of tis birthday girl, i tolerate.. we meet ard 4pm.. i went to buy her a bouquet of flower.. motive is to make her pai sei.. but some how she don feel tat way.. zzz.. waste it.. hahahs.. nx, we went to build- a- bear there.. spent abt 1hr plus over there.. aft tat, went to catch house bunny movie.. quite entertaining.. lasly went to k-box at hougang plaza.. nt as fun as tat time on my birthday.. hehe.. cause it was like im the only one singing and she's there listening.. zzz.. lastly, we cabbed home.. i pass her a box and she noes wad's inside.. wah piangg.. damn telepathy lehh.. we no need to talk much, we already noe wad is the other party is thinking.. we look like couple lor.. lols.. but too bad, we are just PURELY CLOSE friend.. hehe.. 6yrs of friend and i do treasure alot.. i suppose is because we hang out more often thus we noe wad the other party is thinking.. i hope i would have many friends tat can last forever.. close friends are hard to find, so do treausre it peeps..

我煮菜你洗米吃嗮的碗碟我洗，你不再去睇第二的女仔，我也不好去沟仔

.Friday, October 17, 2008 ' 11:45 PM Y

today is friday... hahas.. i noe im so lame.. lesson was boring.. P-O-N-N-I-N-G is in my mind again.. but then i still stayed at the end of the day.. i wanted to do those banking stuff but then i pushed it to another day. holiday is coming so i think i will have alot of time to spare out.. tat stupid area manage, FAT Lai took over Sean. she suggest to cut down on ppl.. anw, i've gotalot of things to be undone.. so i will go and finish doing what im supposed to do.

my mood is like a sea-saw.. up and down. this week im so slack.. didn even have the heart to pay attention and do my work.. at the end of my presentation, pierce tell me smth which makes me feel damn hurt but at the same time i've realise i been wasting my time all this while. he was right. he told me tat i should do more research, understand the problem statement well and not always coming to school, waiting for the answer and waiting for the time to pass. im jus simply too lazy to use my brain to go and think.. i think i've stop using my brain after since my o lvl finished.. hahas.. anw, if i cant make it in RP, i will transfer to another poly. start a new life, making new friends. i will definitely put in effort to study. i wouldn't want to waste my parents money. i promise myself, nx monday i will pull up myself again.

我煮菜你洗米吃嗮的碗碟我洗，你不再去睇第二的女仔，我也不好去沟仔

.Wednesday, October 15, 2008 ' 10:42 PM Y

seriously today in sch, im really damn moody and i gt no mood to do anything. my mind kept wondering off in the class.. i counldn't concentrate properly and desperately need someone to talk to.. but then.. i cant find any..

during the first break out, went to have breakfast with lizzy.. i didn have any mood to eat at all.. had a chat with her.. feel abit comfortable, but the disturbia feeling is still there.. until when gloria signed in and we started to chat awhile.. i feel so much better.. at the same time, when i was thinking whether to go partial which i've been procrastinate for ages, xiiaomei asked me out.. thank goodness... she saved me out from tis freaking stuffy sch.. so i agreed with her immediately.

before i leave the sch, i helped my team to finish up the slides even though i noe its redundant.. hahas.. but hack care lahh.. i waited for xiiaomei at the interchange there.. lucky i saw her, if not i dunno how she gonna contact me.. i realise i didn bring my hp to sch even though my hp pouch is in my bag.. hahas.. so we went to Ajisen at woodland to eat.. lols.. we are ajisen royal fans.. so crazy abt it.. xiiaomei is the MOST royal i can say.. ahhas.. cause ytd she had order a bento set at compass and had a VOLCANO ramen.. while i had my crayfish ramen and my fav dessert,BLACK HONEY SUNDAE~!!!.. their vanilla ice-cream makes me lose control.. hahas..

so after our late lunch, we went to bugis for shopping spree.. i bought 2 tops while xiiaomei bought alot.. ohh my gosh, i found another shopping queen partner.. ahhas... so can ask her out next time.. bought finish all the things, we went home aft tat.. had a great fun hanging out with her.. she cheers my day up.. hahas..*when you read tis, don be too happy=xD.. hahahs...* we had some chat on our journey which makes me feel so much better.. seriously, i think the ambience affects the mood too.. so when im troubled, i think i will go partial and find peeps to shop with me again.. wahahhas.. i think i will be more sad.. cause broke.. ahahs!

i am so grateful tat when i m at the lowest point in my lyfe, i've realised that there's still some frens are there by my side to keep me company and console me.. tks alot girls, lurve ya to MAXXX~!!!!! Hundredsssssss of GRATEFULLLLL and THANKKKKFUUULLLL to MATHERINE LOO AND GLORIA CHENNN... not forgeting my bitch, lizzy even though she finds me a bit nuisance for asking her the same qns repeatedly.. =.=

when i reached home, i gt back the rite mood to study.. lucky, if not sure die my UT tml.. but then, im too tired to revise aft i finished doing the rj.. hehe.. anw, i will noe the test will be difficult cause i don even understand at all.. need to buck up!!!

我煮菜你洗米吃嗮的碗碟我洗，你不再去睇第二的女仔，我也不好去沟仔

. ' 8:26 AM Y

things are complicated..
i am so troubled..
OMG~!!!
who can save me OUTTT~?!?!?!!???

我煮菜你洗米吃嗮的碗碟我洗，你不再去睇第二的女仔，我也不好去沟仔

.Monday, October 13, 2008 ' 10:43 PM Y

my sore throat is killing my lyfe man~!!! i dunno how to spit out the flame and worse, when i wanna clear my flame, my throat hurts..

aft sch, i went to meet him. i intend to state out my stand firmly aft seeking for so many opinion ppl ard me.. in the end, he still able to persuade me.. haiiss.. perhaps, i should try the feeling of falling down in order to gain some lessons or rather experiences from it.. i should try how pain of a great fall is like.. i noe im naive and noes everything is fake, sweet talk only.. but then wad can i do? NOTHING~ forget it.. lets nature took its course.. i've also realise some ppl are nt tat simple as i think.. they appeared to be kind but actual fact they are jus wearing a mask.. each of them tells me different kind of story which makes me don even noe who i should believe.. who exactly is my real friend and enemy??!!?? im still young and unable to judge properly.. they see me how naive, how pure, easily being cheated by them and they are using my tis point to hurt me.. why must they do tis?? wad can they gain out from it? at least i am able to gain a lesson- know their true colours! but wad for??

RJs are getting harder and questions are getting ridicules. i dun even noe wad to write for my rj and recently went for so many talk but i didn pay attention to themm.. really sibei bo liao lah tis sch.. i find tat i always need to rush to do my rj all tat, and its really nt enuff time for me to do finished.. now, i gt to finish my RJ and prepare to study for my UT..

these pictures are taken when on a talk with my TOPLESS 3 GF..

With My Marmie,Gloria

With My FAV BITCHHH,Elizabeth,LAZY.. wahahhasss..

Topless3

see lazy, trying to seduce me

see how retarded Lazy looks like.. hahasss...

i cant stand her anymore~!!=x eye contact quarrel.. gloria down there watch the entertainment.. zzz..

taken in the class.. some more is at the midest of our presentation.. hahas..

Fadhil

see how engrossed Jim present can be?? hahas.. damn funny he.. im sure if he saw tis, he comfirm very angry... lols.. plus, he didn noe we took pis of him...wahhahasss..

ME and Jaron..

ME, Jaron and Edmmund(Elmo)

我煮菜你洗米吃嗮的碗碟我洗，你不再去睇第二的女仔，我也不好去沟仔

. ' 8:54 AM Y

Friday:
went to work on tat evening. aft work, hang out tgt as usual.. ryan came to find us ard 9pm plus to buy bubble tea for xiaomei.. zzz... nv buy for me..*humphh* =xD.. had a drink with them and i was drunk again.. hehe.. but i know wad im doin at tat time.. went home ard 3am plus cause they waited for me to be clearly sober. had my bathe and did my RJ before tml 10am as the faci extented the time.. tml sure no time cause i will doing opening.. omg.. comfirm very tired... hahas..

Saturday:
business wasn't tat gd.. the time seems to pass damnnn slowww.. i even tell them, today nt sat rite?? i noe its mon.. hahas.. but then at night a bit busy.. went home early.. but aft tat went out with alex, xiiaomei, kwok yin, hong pin and her husband to punggol there to have supper.. omg... i think if i continuosuly hang out with them, i will GROWWW FATTTT~!!! i need to go diet during day time le.. hehe.. actually i was damn tired, but then i noe if i dun go, i will miss out the fun.. hahas.. thomas didn go!!! so nt tat fun ..=XXXDDD at first i tot he gt go tats why i went.. he was damn crappy and talkative.. always entertainment me with all his jokes and nonsense.. hahas..

Sunday:
thomas went home at 9pm and he was damn excited to go back to m'sia to meet his gf.. lols.. cant stand himm... then ryan did opening with him, but he waited for me. hahaas.. we had a very long chat ard compass .. he kept me update alot of things which i wasn't aware of alot things even though i was with them all those while.. but then, aft he told me which i don wish to noe, i was damn vexed abt it.. initially i didn noe whether i am capable of playing the game.. i was wondering.. im so afraid tat i wll be hurt VERY badly.. but then, if i don try, i will nv noe the feelings.. haiiiyaaa, i dunno lahhhh... i dunno how to react abt it and dun even noe wad's he is up to.. his thinking seems to be cunning..

我煮菜你洗米吃嗮的碗碟我洗，你不再去睇第二的女仔，我也不好去沟仔

.Thursday, October 9, 2008 ' 9:53 AM Y

went school alone.. not like someone who always had someone by her side.. never ever will find her to be alone.. she nv understands how "alone" feelings would be like.. but then, nvm abt it.. cause she wont have tis feeling in her lyfe.. drink more water if u're sick, idoit.. zzz.. =.=

had my science UT.. it's easy but i don have the confident. i felt im so lack behind ppl alot.. ppl seems to be acing so easily without studying while im like busy catching up with other ppl.. wadever~ im tired to care so much.. up to my fate.. i would still continue to put in effort to study well..

aft sch, went out with my TOPLESS3 GF...~!!! its been long time we didn't go shopping TGT le ever since sem2 starts.. we had great fun and as usual, we would keep on laughing and laughing as though we were drunk.. LOLS.. we talk lotsssaaa of crappy and brought laughtersss in the MRT. went to town shopping.. each of us had bought the things we like over there. i bought a dress and a top.. hehe.. shall upload the pics for ya ltr to see.. :D

taken in the MRT.

playing my PSP.. hahas..

aft meeting them, i went to AJISEN to find my cliques.. it was like i didn went to work for very long time le but then i everyday drop-by.. hahass.. when i reach there, the shop was like damnn quiet.. not many staff were there.. lucky i didn work today if not sure BORRINNGGG until like hell.. hongpin was not ard, xiaomei went home early, kokyin wasn't ard too.. hahas.. but we meet at the usual hang out area at abt 1045pm..

我煮菜你洗米吃嗮的碗碟我洗，你不再去睇第二的女仔，我也不好去沟仔