.Thursday, July 31, 2008 ' 11:06 PM Y
today's last UT(computing) VB and it really suxs. i think i really really gg to die like shit~!! see the grades makes me feel so demoralised and i've no mood in putting effort and work hard. i m having the hack-care attitude and hoping to wait until sem2 to start everything afresh. hope everything would go smoothly for me tis yrs. it has been such a tough year for me tis year. i tried really very hard to get into my life well but there's always things to stop me from doing it. anw, i don bother to care so much.
had a heavy breakfast during meeting one and went back to class. gloria went home early cause she didn understand the topic. i didn noe it too. i very much wan to join her into ponning but i simply cant do it cause i didn wan to make my grades even worse. i dun wanna see the grades below C and i already cant tolerate C grade as it makes my module so ugly and i will feel like killing the faci when they gives me a stupid C =.= worse of all when i am late and there is a red mark being highlighted and deducted by o.5 mark to remind me im late for today's lesson. wth.. tis is such a stupid rule in RP. even u are late for 1min, they would jus hack care u and mark u late..RIDICULAS RITE??!!?? so, if i know i m late for 1min, i will walk ard the sch to slack until 30mins then went back to class cause i didn' want to let the faci have the advantage of it..hahas.. and i really hate tis kind of faci really go law by law.. they just make me have the impression tat they are so RETARD and INFLEXIBLE~!!! i tot RP must learn to be flexible but why aren't the faci making a role model for us. wad will happen if the faci are late? can i say if the faci is late for jus 1min, i deduct 0.5% of ur pay??!!??=.=
so, i didn contribute anything today simply i didn know what to do in the ppt slides and the lesson was kinda boring. had nthing much to do. i tell u wad the whole day the class is doin.
meeting1 at 930 aft the UT, faci explain
SOME on the problem statements.
meeting2: inserted few sentences of the code in the excel and everything was done. nthing much more to do. the faci was walking MANY rounds on every team. she kept eye spying on our team as we simply too quiet and we didn have much discussion. when she walked to my team, i was like pretending to do the ws but actual fact, i wasn't doing anything but being a kepo seeing other ppl's blog..hahas.. i guess the faci noes i m faking..hahhas..
meeting3: time for our presentation, and we got 9slides only. we was like present abt 10mins and not many qns was asked. i knew we did badly today and comfirm will get a C.. wth.. aiya, hack care~!!
i was like freaking bored, and wanted to find esther since her class was much slacker than mine. her class was like nobody's business. she went to watch movie with her classmate at cwp. such a idoit..ps me in sch..sobs~!! hahas.. but i managed to get the time pass..hhahas.. i went to browse for a better blogskin to put in my blogger since many ppl complained tat they had difficulties with the cursors. so sry ppl, i will try to find time to put another background so tat u are able to read it comfortable. probably will do it during weekends. jus bear with tis backgrd temp.. sincerely appologises to all..=XD
i kept disturbing lizzy and ask her qns on the blog when our ppt was not done yet..lols.. i guess she was quite irritated by me at tat time cause she do the ppt alone..hahahs.. so sry,bitch..=XD.. started the ppt at 130pm.
aft the lesson, went to ALC(Adventure Learning Centre) at 5pm. so happy tat many ppl in our class actually turned out for the activities.yeas~!! W24Q RAWKS~!!! finally they are so steady and united..lols.. aft short briefing, we started to do those high rope element. it was damn SCARY and the ropes were so SHAKKYYY.OMG, it nearly scare me out of my death.. brian was the first person do it. he's such a hero today..lols.. and i m the last person to do it.. i m so scared and was so kan chiong. my heart beats very fast.. i was up there installing time and see how ppl do it and wad's their strategy. Lizzy was infront of me while Huiqing is infront of her. i dunno whether is huiqing do slow or i do fast.hahhas..=XD cause i managed to keep up behind Lizzy as i m the last and eveyone's attention all will be on me so i would feel a bit of pressurised thus i had to do it fast. when i cross over the rod which was the first activitiy,lizzy told me tis:" hey you look down, there was a hot guy below looking at you,jy~!!" lols.. i was like so scared and she was there joking with me but i understand her intention cause she was trying to encourage me. i was so scared of the 2nd activitiy. it was damn scary cause there are 5 strings of rope hanging and you need to grab them to cross over.Worse, it was SSHHAKKYYYYY..OMG, scared out of my wits. i asked Lizzy to wait for me..lols.. i told her tis," Lazy, wait for me at the end of this activity plz, at most i stop calling u lazy, call u lizzy"..lols.. she did wait for me but she went off to proceed to the next activity when i was almost reaching to the portal. tks for the encouragement and support..hahas.. was so touched you waited for me at the 2nd portal..hahas.. she was sick and caught a severe flu and cough.. so poor thing.. hope she will recover well fast..=D drink more water and tc girl~ anyway, when i was at the last activity which was also quite hard as the rod was SUPER DUPER SHAKY but i managed to pass through, i was there shouting for lihui to help me open the door fast..lols.. my hands were all red and i had sweaty palms. it was really an interesting event and we do enjoy alot of fun. for those ppl who didn turned up, tat is too bad for u.. u had missed the chance.. some more it was so rare opportunities that if you participated in the activities, you would earn 4CE pts provided you write an outstanding RJ rather than going to a boring talk which earned you for 2CE pts. serve you right for not gg..=D but seriously ppl, you wasted it and you didn get to join in the FUN.. wahahahhas... so sad for them..=XD.. ok i sound sarcastic here.. hahas..
after all the activities,Lizzy,Brian,Carol,Feiyan and me went to causeway pt had our dinner at PIZZAHUT. it was lazy's treat. lols.. TKS ELIZABETH LEE SHI XIN FOR THE TREAT~!!! LOVE YOU TO THE MAX~!!! =D we had our dinner and slack over there. we talk and crap alot of things there. they were busy eating and i was busy taking photos at the table we have ordered.hahas.. i know i very lame there taking pics of the food. but i jus wanna put into my blog..heheh.. anw, had some parts of carol's story and i feel that she said has make some sense which had make me think in a positive side of my life. tks carol~ heard some story from lizzy and brian too. we were talking abt r/s.
okay, today's post was quite long as if i was writing a compo.. hahas.. its currently 1219 and i was enjoying writing my blogs. i feel so relaxed after all the UT and got alot of things to say what has happened today. okay.. i gonna post some pics now~
