.Monday, September 15, 2008 ' 11:35 PM Y
everything seems to be in a rush for today. i wake up late in the morning. i missed my warm milo.. i need to bath and clean finish all that and done in 10mins.. i didn have any time to wear my lenses so i wear my specs to sch.. i know i looks weirdo today and toot.. its my second time wearing specs to RP studying.. actually its quite nice wearing specs cause i can sleep whenever i like even though i always sleep wearing my lenses.. cause i don care.. hahas.. but its not good for eyesight.. im just very tired every morning cause i being dragged up..then when i went to work today, i was like rushing there too. i reached home at 6pm which i supposed to set off at this timing.. luckily i wasn't late for sch and work today.. hahas... and today came a higher rank of manager. its a woman.. i met her third time.. she doesn't seems to recognise me.. hahahs.. eveyone was afraid of her.. heard that she's very fierce and strict.. heng, she went off when i came.. if not im gonna be doom cause i always make mistake... hahahs..=xD and also there's ah gua,Donald there.. lols.. damn funny siia he.. lastly, sad thing to says, Lina was being transferred to hougang outlet there.. haiiss, one by one left here.. my dad finally shows out his corncern to me.. im so touched by it as he didn do tat b4.. but at the same time, my goosebumps stands.. lols..
nowaday things doesn't seem to be smoothly for me.. getting so stressed up over so many things.. relationships with peeps, my sch work and workplace all getting into my way.. im getting more and more tired on handling all these things and sometimes really makes me feel like giving all up.. is anyone willing to share burdens with me?!? i doubt none.. currently there's nthing i can do.. if im expected to leave, i will leave.. ppl are getting more and more complicated and cunning, i couldn't noe or see wad's on their mind.. are they my foes or friends?!? its hard for me to differentiate.. i need time to see all these.. i felt tat im sure a failure and useless.. there's nthing i can do and always bring troubles to ppl.. im sry, i didn mean it.. if one day i were to implicate you in, i will not expect u to cover up for me or wad.. i will bear all the consequences myself cause its my punishment for doing wrong.. i will feel even more bad when you covers me up..
