.Friday, October 17, 2008 ' 11:45 PM Y
today is friday... hahas.. i noe im so lame.. lesson was boring.. P-O-N-N-I-N-G is in my mind again.. but then i still stayed at the end of the day.. i wanted to do those banking stuff but then i pushed it to another day. holiday is coming so i think i will have alot of time to spare out.. tat stupid area manage, FAT Lai took over Sean. she suggest to cut down on ppl.. anw, i've gotalot of things to be undone.. so i will go and finish doing what im supposed to do.my mood is like a sea-saw.. up and down. this week im so slack.. didn even have the heart to pay attention and do my work.. at the end of my presentation, pierce tell me smth which makes me feel damn hurt but at the same time i've realise i been wasting my time all this while. he was right. he told me tat i should do more research, understand the problem statement well and not always coming to school, waiting for the answer and waiting for the time to pass. im jus simply too lazy to use my brain to go and think.. i think i've stop using my brain after since my o lvl finished.. hahas.. anw, if i cant make it in RP, i will transfer to another poly. start a new life, making new friends. i will definitely put in effort to study. i wouldn't want to waste my parents money. i promise myself, nx monday i will pull up myself again.
