.Friday, June 12, 2009 ' 7:08 PM Y
ytd i received a bad news immediately after work.. my heart totally sank down to the bottom of the bottom-estt.. zzz... i was actually super duper hungry to the max but when i heard of the news, it totally spoilt my whole appetite.. tat thing has finally happened which i am NOTT VERYY LOOKING FORWARDDD TO ITTTT~!!! i knew tis day would come, but i don expect it to happen so fastt... haisss, the only way out is to accept the fact.. im not willing to accept it at all lorh!! but wad to do?!?!?!!
HHHHhhAAaaaIIIiiiSSss~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my whole dream was all about this thing.. but after a bath, my stomach start to growl.. hahas.. the weather is getting freaking HHOOTT to the maxx!! what has happened could not be change, but this has makes me even more determined to do what i longed to do in the past.. i kept procrastinate about it..
after tat, i went to meet my mum and sis at compass.. my mum brought me a pillow and insist to throw away my tat old pillow.. awww, i cant bear to throw it away.. i've used tat pillow since young.. gt my smell, saliva, tears and etc.. lols.. i try my best to keep it.. hehe..
