.Thursday, October 15, 2009 ' 1:03 AM Y
today's post is exactly the 200th position and it has been a year and three months since blogging.. hahas.. wonder will it be the same with my dearest sweetheart.. hehe..
ytd sweetheart told me tat this girl sitting at table 38 was his very first girl he fall in love with her since he was primary four.. i wasn't in a bit of angry nor jealous, im saying seriously and i swear this is real.. see how generous i am??? hahas.. at first i tot it means that i don care about him so much.. but ahwei told me it means im being mature while sweetheart says im understanding.. i feel much comfortable and happier because afterall they are praising me indirectly.. hahas... seriously, in my opinion, i do really think if a guy really don love you anymore, what's the point of wanting him to stay?!? i find that its so pointless.. just like you manage to make him stay beside you, but his heart is with another woman.. are you able to tolerate??? for me, its a definitely a NO! though i may look very flirty and etc, but im faithful because i think we should respect each other.. everything can lie, but cheating a person's feeling is a TABOO in my dictionary. so, to my dearest sweetheart, if you ever cheat me, HOHOHO..... =xDDD
had a fringe cut last friday.. still unable to adapt to my new hairlook.. cause i looks so sillyyy.. LOLS! nvm about that.. i shall move on by complaining about this 2 person..
indeed we are short of ppl currently, so asking a "second leader" to come over and help, but it looks like we ARE NOT GETTING ANY HELPPPPPppp from them... the schedule its already fixed properly, why does he wanna screw up and make those unnecessary phone calls?? wanna show off his authority?!?? zzz.. usual weekdays 4 ppl is able to manage during day time, so why wants to call me up when im having lesson? you are smart is enuff, don need to act smart.. just wanna get clear to you: you are just helping out in the outlet and NOT MANAGING OUR outlet.. another tampines staff, if you don't like to stay in our outlet, you are VERY WELCOME to get your ass OUT of HERE! we don really welcome you to our outlet too! you really think your the CEO??? zzz.. its just like we are keeping a VERY SUPER DUPER IRRITATING PEST in the outlet.. could you ppl just respect the ppl's in the outlet?!?? you come to other ppl's outlet, shouldn you accept our style of doing and not YOUR OWN STYLE?!??? i find that you are so disrespectful.. tampines staff are just a lazy bum and ONLY knows how to get advantages of our weakness! this goes to show that tampines first leader do not know how to teach her staffs.. tampines staff quality SUXS, work efficiency a BIG FAT BOOOOoooo! though i very much like to leave the place because of some several reasonssssss, but i just couldn stand the way they do their things.. wadever it is, if big sis DON BOTHER to care, wad for i care?!?? doesn't even concern me a bit.. i just wanna complainnnnnnn... HAHASss...
back to my school storyy... monday PHP seems to be easy and yet so difficult.. standard- killed so many of my brain cells by asking mini quiz.. lucky im able to answer his qns.. HAHAS.. i was praying hopefully he would ask me to print out the roman numbers... LUCKY he did.. standing at the speaker stage was just like waiting for my death sentence.. LOLS! you will nv know the feeling its like how because he is just that scaryyyy... tue html, just like doing blogging layout.. i had a feeling that i might get a C grade cause we presented the most basic until cannot be basic's webpage.. =((( hopefully i would get a B.. hehe.. LASTLY, sweetheart gonna reward me for that~=xDDD ilovehimmmmmmm~
hopefully sweetheart is sleeping tight and having sweet dreams now.. im so fully awake now, cant get to slppppp... so poor thing tonight, but nvm cause i feel so contented whenever i get to see him.. hehe.. tats how happiness im NOW... =xDDD awaiting for the arrival of 26th October 2009... cause sweetheart is goingggggggg to buy me a
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HHAHS!
